Nov 22 through Nov 28, 1942

November 22, 42 Sunday. 9:30 AM

Hello Honey:

This is just going to be a note because I didn’t write last night. I’m sending this Special, so you won’t be without a letter Monday. I hope.

How are you? I hope this finds you well and happy and not as lonesome as I am. I was kind of disappointed in your letters this week as you didn’t write three nights. I was three days without any and then there was very little mush in the others. I was going to wait and send the letter I write tonight Special, but I couldn’t. You see, when I’m writing a seem to be closer to you somehow. Gee how I miss you Harlan. I’ve been rather discouraged lately. I don’t suppose I should bother you with my troubles. But maybe you won’t mind this once, my bills seem to amount to so much and I don’t have any money left from my check and it bothers me a lot because I’m afraid I won’t be able to pay them all by Christmas and I did so want to be all paid up with at least $100 in the bank when you came home. I remember when I used to worry about my schoolwork, you used to come over and wait for me to do it and then you would take me for a little ride in Henry and then a Coke and a few kisses and when I said I thought I should go in you never wanted to but we would. And I always felt so much better after that bit of fun and you would hold me in your arms and say, “I’m not worried Janie, I know you’ll graduate.”  You were more help than I ever let on. And that is what I miss so now. It seems like years since I have seen you, some beautiful memory of the past. And even though Christmas and you are so close, yet it is so long. I’ll never be able to repay you for what you have given me. You’re such a swell fellow Harlan. I still think I am the most fortunate girl in the world to have you for a boyfriend. Because Darling, you are a perfect fellow, and I love everything about you even that stubborn streak in you, which used to cause me so much trouble. Oh honey, I can’t put or write on paper what I want to say.  I guess I will have to wait until Christmas and try again. I love you and miss you more and more every day. I will write again tonight

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Please write more

Monday 12 AM November 23, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

That was sure a swell telephone conversation.   I can still hear your sweet voice. It makes me jump up and down with joy just to think of it. It was nice to hear Dick’s and Dickie Jr.’s voice again. But best of all yours. Time is going pretty fast though. As far as I know, I will leave four weeks from yesterday. Meaning Sunday night, the night that I especially want to be there on is New Year’s Eve. Do you remember our midnight kiss every year? Boy I sure do; I’d give $100 for one real nice long one right now. The night is another beautiful one. Moon is about as big as the sun when it sets.  The stars look like 1 million diamonds in the sky, about as big as a silver dollar. What fun we could have tonight if you were here. I love you and miss you more tonight than I ever have.

Syd and Opal and I went to a show tonight right after I called you. We saw a “Seven Days Leave” and then they had a band on the stage. It was really swell. It would have been a lot better if you had been there so I could turn halfway around in my chair so as to face you and then take your damp cool little hand in mine and warm it up. I always get a big thrill out of holding your hand.

Darling, you asked me about whether or not I could stay at Bethlehem and work after the war is over, if I knew I could I know I would ask you to marry me right now. Everything is so indefinite. If you get frozen into your job, I think I will try to get into the Navy again. Then our marriage would have to maybe be put off until after the duration. (I hope not!) 

Well Darling, it is getting rather late, so I had better close now and get some sleep. I will write again tomorrow night after I get off of work.

Love Harlan

1:30 AM Tuesday. November 24, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

Well here it is another day closer to Christmas and you. When I came from work tonight, I found two letters waiting for me. One was a special. Darling I can’t figure out about the mail. I know positively that I did write every day last week. There was one week that you didn’t get any mail on a few of the days, so I took the calendar and each day that I wrote a letter I put a check mark on it. They are all marked except this Sunday, I went to the country. This week I am going to try to write every night when I get off of work or in the morning if I am too tired or sick. I want you to let me know how they come through. You can let me know in next Sunday’s special. I wrote your Special Friday night,  Saturday I wrote another letter and mailed it so you would have one on Monday. Sunday night I wrote a letter after our phone call when I got home from the show. Tonight I’m going to try to make up for those letters didn’t get. Please let me know if you should happen to get some of them this week.

So far, I’ve written quite a bit and still haven’t said anything. I will try to answer your questions in your letters. #1 Yes, I sure would like to see get in Dick in his new uniform. What is your job as auxiliary patrolmen at the plant? I thought I told where we went or told you before that I was going to Patterson California to see Matilda and Clarence. No, I haven’t been able to find the Big Dipper for quite some time. I know just how you feel when you say you get so discouraged at times because I think I feel the same way as you do. We are both in love, so much in fact that we’re afraid of getting married too soon. Everything seems to happen to us that we had nothing to do with. Always something to keep us from getting the happiness I really feel we both deserve. I will be the happiest man in the world when we do get married. I have a terrible feeling sometimes that with me away out here, some fellow is going to try to take you away from me and I don’t have a very good chance of fighting to keep you. All sorts of things like that run through my mind. I suppose you are going through the same thing and I hope it isn’t as bad as mine. It isn’t just the thought of some other fellow, but you are working in a very dangerous place and if anything happened to you Darling, I think the world would fall right out from beneath me. You and you alone is what makes up my whole world. You are a very lovely girl in every respect, and I love you very much. I do wish Christmas was here now and that Christmas would last forever. When Christmas comes, I will be able to tell you how beautiful and lovely you are and how much I adore you and love you and how badly I want, want you to come back with me. I wish I could really put into words just once all the things I think about you. 

Well Darling it is getting late and I am kind of tired, so I guess I better close. I will write again tomorrow night. I love you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

All the love I have I give to you

Goodnight Sweetheart

(Fun Fact: During World War II, most troops were moved around the country by train. Standard passenger service and passenger cars allowed troops to be moved from base to base and assignment to assignment. However, there were not enough standard passenger cars to go around, so the government requested a fleet of quickly-manufactured cars. These became known as troop sleepers, which also included troop kitchen cars. The vast majority of these were built by the Pullman company.)

PS it’s raining like h – – – outside

Thursday 7:15 AM November 26, 1942

Hello Sweetheart:

Well here I am again and am I ever a dunce? You bet, here today was Thanksgiving and I didn’t get a Special off to you,  I’m awfully sorry Honey but I just didn’t realize it was coming, having work and all, I suppose you got double paid for today being the holiday swell.

The whole family was here for dinner this afternoon, so I’ve been very busy all day. I haven’t even been to bed yet today. But I don’t have to work tonight so I can sleep.

Boy you ought to be here now, it’s 10 above zero and last night we had a blizzard. We could hardly see going to work last night and could only drive 5 miles an hour all the way out. There is about 3 inches of snow on the ground and its really sharp out.

We sure missed you today. I tried to call your Mom twice today but no success. Both Momie and all the folks send their love and best wishes.

I don’t have a bit of news. I miss you terribly and even though I was very busy today I have been thinking of you every minute. Wondering what you are doing, where you were, if you were thinking of me to, etc. Were you?

Dick’s leaving tonight to go back to Chicago and then to school, as yet he doesn’t know where he will go, maybe the West Coast, maybe not.  Nevertheless I’m going to give him your address in case he comes out. O.K? O.K!

I’m so d—-ed tired I can hardly think. How I wish you were here. Honey I better close and hit the bed. As I have to get up at 6:30 AM and go out to the plant to get my check – oh happy day. Look I’m an awful bore. Honey, I sure do miss you and will be the happiest girl in the world you step off the train and into my arms. I love you and respect you very much.

All the love and XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I have  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

10:30 AM Thursday November 26, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

Well here it is another day closer to Christmas and you.  Last night was the first night this week that I didn’t write.  I got another flash and had to stop at the hospital for treatment.  It was pretty late when I got home, and my eyes were sore so I thought I would wait until today to write.  I hope you don’t mind.

I heard an announcement on the radio that no coach seats are to be sold between the 15th of December and the 5th of January.  I will try to make a reservation for a Pullman.  It is going to cost me a little more than I had expected though, but it will be worth every penny of it.

I received a letter yesterday or rather last night when I got home.  There wasn’t much mush in it Darling.  I thought there would be in the one you would write after the phone call.  You asked about whether I was going to enlist or take another deferment if I could get it.  The way it is now our here, it is impossible to enlist in any branch of the service if I’m welding in a shipyard.  If I don’t get another deferment, I couldn’t get in if I wanted to.  So the determining factor is if I try to get another deferment or not.  Answer me one question truthfully ~ Do you want me to enlist or get another deferment? Please answer.  The rest we will talk about when I get home Christmas.

Yesterday, just before work, rather on the way to work I was going to send ~ you, your folks and my folks each a telegram for anniversaries and Thanksgiving greetings, but they are sending no ‘Congratulations or greetings’ telegrams for the duration, I guess.

Darling, a year from today (or sooner-no later!) (I Hope), will be the happiest day of my life.  I sincerely wish it could be this Christmas instead, but everything is so upset.  I love you so much.  Life is awfully lonesome and tiresome without you.  I don’t think I’m being selfish in saying that because I’ just saying what is the truth.  When Christmas gets here, I’ll show you and really tell you how much I love and have missed you and how much I want you.  I love you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

1:00 AM Friday, November 27, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

Well here it is another day gone and another day closer to Christmas and you. Just think four weeks from today, we will be together again. Four weeks from today will be Christmas day. Please tell me how much time or how many nights off you are going to take when I get home. The most important is New Year’s Eve. Will we have fun? – I thought that’s what you would answer. Darling, I’m going to ask a big favor of you.  (Here we go again)  you can find out what bands are playing different nights and what shows are on, what nights we can go bowling without getting mixed up league so – I’d like to have you plan just what you would like to do. You are in a lot better position to do this than I am. I know it is against your principles, but just this once. Please save Tuesday night though, we will get some comic magazines and lay on the floor together and listen to the radio and will also have some Pepsi-Cola to drink. It will really seem like old times won’t it?

The radio is playing “Oh How I Miss You”. ”(Bing Crosby Oh! How I Miss You ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svGMQTcr0-g) and

they are not kidding.  Darling, did you realize that it is less than a year and we will be married. Doesn’t that sound swell? Man and wife. Those three words are going to mean my whole life. Life without love is life and life without you isn’t love. Isn’t it funny what one little word like love can mean? Being in love with you is like walking on a silver cloud. Nothing but peace and happiness ahead of us.

I’m not much good at words as you know Darling, but I love you more than anything on this earth. You are my whole life. Without you there is nothing. Everything about you is what I’ve always dreamed about. You are so right about everything. Everything you would do or say it was just what it should have been. I also think that the only mistake I made while going with you was not knowing or realizing what a beautiful perfectly swell girl you were.

All the love I have I give to you.

Love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

Friday 5:45AM November 27, 42. – – – – I love you

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again. How are you? I hope this finds you well and happy and not as tired as and lonesome as I am.  Gee, I’ll sure be glad when you get home, I miss you so. I’m so hungry for your embrace, your arms, your eyes, your lips, the feel of your hair, and your strong body near mine. Darling if I don’t love you, I’ll never love anyone.

I talk to your Mom today and she says she hasn’t heard from you for a long time. We had a long talk, about 45 min., discussing every subject under the sun.

By the way, East beat North 14 to 7. Not bad for you but not good for me. I didn’t go Harlan. I didn’t want to without you.

Momie got a dozen roses from Daddie yesterday their 29th anniversary you know.

Please don’t give up trying to get that ticket home, oh Honey please.

I don’t have a bit of news. I went to the dentist again today. Have all my gold work done now, only a few minor ones left and I’m sure glad.

How’s Opal? I hope fine. How are you coming in your work? I hope you haven’t been galvanized lately. Does Syd know about Opal? Have you seen Janet’s folks since they arrived?

Gee I miss you and you sure must have missed me terribly tonight you wrote the letter of Wednesday 1:30 AM. That was a beautiful letter and I know just how you feel.  Sometimes I go to bed and just lay there wondering where you are and thinking about the things we used to do together and that last Saturday night.   Honey that night proved your love for me is the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me. I was sorry it happened at the time but I’m not now. Because you were strong, and I know now that there will never be another you. You’re so good sometimes it frightens me. I worry about you too Harlan. I’m so afraid something will happen to you. Something that hasn’t already happened, if that’s possible. But don’t worry about me because you are the one man for me.  As far as I’m concerned there will never be another to take your place. It’s going to be awfully hard when you come home Christmas. I love you so and will be so happy when I see you step off the train into my arms. Yes, I will remember how I used to have a hard time keeping your hands off my knee. But that’s what’s so swell about you Harlan, you never went any further and you never opposed when I asked you not to.  So many guys – – well you know what I mean.  It’s awfully hard to put on paper what I want to say but when you come home Christmas, I’ll make up for it. I have so many things to tell you, things I left unsaid and should have.

Well Sweets, I better close as I must go to bed for a while. I will write again tomorrow.

All my love and XXXXXXXXXXX’s belong to you. “Your” Darlin’ Janie     PS Please take care of yourself and be careful. I love you very much. And I’m waiting for you to come home Christmas.

November 28, 1942. Saturday 9:00 AM

Hi Honey:

Well do I ever have good news. Today at work we found out that the plant will be closed Christmas Day, all  the shifts, isn’t that perfect?  So you must try to get here by Christmas. And then Honey, more good news.   I get a leave of absence for seven days starting December 27. Now you’ve just got to make it. I’m so thrilled I can hardly work this morning. Just think,  seven whole days and nights free to spend with you. Oh Honey, you are coming home Christmas?

This is just going to be a note because I’m very tired must get to bed. I’m going out tonight for the first time in two weeks. I’m going to dinner with some girls from the plant, they are a swell bunch. We won’t have much time so because we are going to work or rather have to go to work. I will be a good girl and not more than one, Collins. O.K? O.K!

Well Darling I better close. Please forgive me for the short note. I love you very much and am dreaming of Christmas and you. I will write again tomorrow.

All my love and XXXXXXXXXXX’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

See you Christmas, Harlan when you come home!

Nov 15 through Nov 21, 1942

November 15, 42, Sunday 8:45 PM

“I’m dreaming of a White Christmas”, it’s a beautiful song suited for you and me. Please make our dreams come true.

Hi Honey:

First of all I’m sorry I didn’t write last night but I was so tired yesterday, I didn’t get up until 10:15 PM and by the time I got ready to go Don, was here. And Harlan the sweetest thing happened this morning. Your Special came at 9:20 AM, just as I was going up to bed. What time did your you mail it? I’m terribly sorry about you not getting your bonus Honey, don’t feel too bad about it.  Sometime, you will have another chance and I know if you put your mind to it you can do almost anything. You said in your letter that I would have been very proud of you because of the large bonus. Yes Harlan I would have been but no more than I ever am.  You see, I would show it a little, that’s the only difference. I’m sure glad you told me why you were mad Sunday night because I thought it was something I had done.

Please don’t let Opal get you down. Gosh Honey, if I could only help you more than just by letters. Darling, when you step off that train, it’ll be the biggest thrill of my life. I don’t have a bit of news. Dick is coming home Wednesday for seven days.  Oh gosh, guess what?  Elmer Gee enlisted in the Navy and went to the Great Lakes training station for four weeks, came home for eight days and is now in Frisco waiting for sailing orders. Could you by any way get a hold of him?  I saw Lucy, that’s how I know all of this and I thought you surely would like to get together. You better not bring him to your boarding house if you do find him though. Well Sweets, I better close now as I have to press my pants. Oh I forgot to tell you, my new pants are brown herringbone and Honey they buttoned down the front just like yours. The ring is on the way. Good night Honey, I love you.

Love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 16, 1942 Monday 12 PM

Hello Darlin’:

Well here it is two more days closer to Christmas and you. First of all I will have to apologize for not writing Saturday night or last night. For Saturday night I have no excuse. I received your Special letter when I got home last night. Then this morning – I got your perfect, marvelous, swell letter of November 12. So I have two letters to answer. First of all, I will tell you of my trip. Saturday, I got up at nine 9:00, I went to the bank, grocery store and paid our rent went to work. It started to rain about 10:00, so we didn’t do much after 10:00 as the rain started to come down in torrents. Going up to the car, I just got soaked. I went home and dried off. I took a shower and shaved. Changed into my clean clothes on and started out. The time I left was about 2:00. I drove down and picked John up. I told you about John,  he is just a kid, 19, but a lot of fun. We work on the same boat. Then we decided we would go up and bowl a couple of games before we left. By the way the rain had stopped. My scores were 176, 142. We had a milk shake and a hamburger. Then at 4:00 AM we left. We filled the gas tank and asked the station attendant which would be the best way to get there. He looked at a map and told us. We left San Francisco and drove down to San Jose and then we were going to cut across the mountains going east.

We should end right at Patterson. We found out there was no point going through the mountains, so we had to drive back up towards Oakland. We drove about 155 miles out of our way. When we got there, we didn’t do anything special, just visited them. The town is small, so there wasn’t anything to do. I forgot to tell you; we had a flat tire on the way there. My tires aren’t very good. We left about 5:30, we got home about 10:30. We got held up by traffic in Oakland and then again coming across the Bay Bridge. There were several accidents on it and the Highway Patrol was checking speed and give out tickets.  When I came home, I was just about dead because I haven’t had any sleep since Saturday morning. Darling, do please do one more favor. Please let me know if what you want is any kind of clothes or jewelry or something you could use after we are married. If it is one of these, please let me know. As for myself, what I want for Christmas,  Darling there is only one thing I’m hoping for and that’s you.  Just to see you and talk to you, to hold you in my arms and kiss you and tell you how much I love you, is all I am wishing for. I know I’d be mad too, would say, “I don’t know what else I want for Christmas besides you.”  Please try to understand, it is very hard for me to say what I want to.  Thank you because I don’t know how long it would be until I go into the service or just what is going to happen to me. I will tell you what you can buy for me when we get married. That is a nice Kaywoodie pipe, a smoking jacket, and slippers, but not until then. I don’t have any use for the now but when we get married, I’ll get changed to the day shift and then we’ll have all of our nights together. I love you very much. I can hardly wait until Christmas.

Love and XXXXXXXXXXXX’s  Harlan

PS I will write tonight

November 16, 942 Monday 9:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  I just slept eight hours but I’m just as tired as I was when I went to bed. Other than that I’m okay.  How about you? Swell? Blondie is on now,  pretty good. Gosh darn it, I don’t have a bit of news.  What will I write about? I don’t know. No news, no news, always the same story. Honey , when you get home if you find me a little slim don’t think the thing about it. You see on this shift everyone loses weight and I am no exception.   I’ve lost 2 pounds already and it’s only been a week. On this shift I don’t know why but everyone loses their appetite. (Excuse but is that right?)  Every time I even look at food, I get a sick feeling and only eating two meals a day doesn’t help. But I think I can make it O.K. as long as it’s for you.

Well Sweets, I suppose this is very boring.  Look, I wasn’t supposed to say that,  but when there isn’t any news, I think my letters are a bore. Gee, I miss you so Honey.  I sent you a pretty broad hint on what I wanted for Christmas, but now can’t you please help me. If I write out a few suggestions wouldn’t you, please help me.? Okay swell. Here they are Honey, a robe, leather jacket, jewelry, other articles of clothing or wide open?  Please if only a hint. Come across.

Look I better go now and get ready for work. I love you honey.  You’re so sweet and swell and am I’m in love and am living for Christmas. I will write again tomorrow.

Love all my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 17, 1942 Tuesday 8:10 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again, how are you? I hope this finds you well and happy. Does it?  Swell. I’m fine but a little lazy though because I just got up, see. There is absolutely no news.  Oh you know what, our plant is going to receive the Army Navy E for excellent award. Isn’t that swell? We’re going to have a big ceremony for everything and all of us will get a little pin, or something like that. Which reminds me, I received a bond today. I have 2 of them now. $25.00. How many do you have? Well, Dick will be home tomorrow night and we are all anxious to see him in his uniform. O.K., I’ll take a picture of him and send it to you. O.K? Tomorrow is my night off, but Thursday is really my day off.  Understand?  Well neither do I, so don’t feel bad.

Boy,  I’m sure glad I’m going to sleep for 16 hours. I have to go to the dentist tomorrow for a  2-hour appointment. Boy do I dread it. I didn’t get a letter today and do I ever miss it.  But Harlan, I have something to ask you. Are you going to tell your folks if you are coming or not?  I mean are you just going to wait until you get here and then go home and surprise them or are you going to wire them just before you leave or what? You see I have a very selfish reason for asking because Harlan, I want to meet you at the train, and I don’t want anyone else to be there.  It’s selfish but that’s what I want. You see I want you to wire me from Omaha just when you will arrive in Des Moines. If it’s in the middle of the night, then I simply won’t go to work and I’ll have plenty of gas and everything. So please let me know what you think you want to do.

Fibber McGee and Molly are on, old happy memories. Remember our beautiful Tuesday nights? Sure you do, I know I couldn’t forget them. Well Sweets I better close now as I promised Momie that I would walk up to Rosie’s with her. How can I put into words how much I miss you? The same words all the time don’t seem to hit the spot. But it’s the best I can do. I guess I just plain miss you and just plain love you very much.  Good night Honey.

(Fibber McGee & Molly radio show 12/1/42 Gas Rationing ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_G_bnpnoSc

All my Love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS, Darling when you come home, we are going to smooch, and mush and pitch woo. And then smooch some more O.K? O.K.! Oh hurry up Christmas and you.

November 19, 1942 Thursday 3 PM

Hello.

Well here I am again.  Where are you? And, how are you? I hope this finds you finds well and happy. I’m O.K. I didn’t get a letter again today Harlan, what’s up? Well Dick is home, and does he ever look swell. He has lost 20 pounds and his uniform really look sharp on him, and he’s simply crazy about his crew, he was the only one of his bunch that is going to school. He goes for 16 weeks but as yet he doesn’t know where and won’t know until he returns to his outfit. When he gets through, he will be an inspector of some kind.

I am an auxiliary patrolmen out at the plant. I have to go to school 20 hours on my own time. They teach me first aid etc. Went to the dentist Wednesday and when I arrived home a nice letter was waiting for  me, but I was a little disappointed after reading it. To begin with you covered 2 or 3 pages telling about a nice trip you and John took over the weekend without saying where you went or who you went to see. Then you told me about buying groceries and paying our rent. You know that burns me up, I can’t help it but feel that you are getting more involved than you think.

We are having nice warm days with California sunshine but at night I can’t find the Big Dipper anymore, can you? Thanks for the jacket pipe and slippers idea, I  will see that you have them when the time arrives.  I get so discouraged at times, seems to be so many things in our way that isn’t our fault. There are so many things I can’t understand and will be glad when we can talk a real talk.  I couldn’t live without your letters, but they leave so many loopholes. Well Sweets, I better take a nap as I find myself getting rather sleepy and I must have my beauty sleep if I expect to be beautiful when you come home.

So if I wake up in time I will write again tonight.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

(keep those letters coming)

November 19, 42 Thursday 8:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  How are you?  Fine, I hope. I’m trying too. Gee, do I ever rate!  Three letters today.  The first one, not so hot, the second one better the last one a swell one!

Harlan, do you think that if you don’t get another deferment or don’t accept one and go into the Armed Forces then when the war is over you will be able to go back to your ship welding job at Frisco or are you a fill-in for the duration?  In other words, can you plan to make your life work us a welder in the shipyards at Frisco? I wish you would talk to your boss and find out just where you stand, would you please do this for me? How’s Opal? I hope fine. Your Mom called me again yesterday wondering why you haven’t written, and I told I haven’t heard for two days and that you were probably awfully busy,  excuse me but they are playing “Embraceable You“, are you ever!  You bet, Oh happy Christmas!

O.K., “Hi Uncle Harlan, I love you very much.  Hustle home for Christmas and please bring Santa Claus with you” signed Dickie Jr.   

So he really did write it?  Did he? You bet. – His little hand under mine.

I can’t get over how swell that Dick looks in his uniform. He’s here now and he has his dress blues on. Harlan, he has a while white stripe on his shoulder, three white stripes around his coat and the Navy emblem and red stripe on his arm.

His title is 3rd Class Petty Officer,  isn’t that just perfect?  We sure are proud of him but I’m just as proud of you Honey!  Just as proud because you are doing your part and making your big sacrifice. We may not see Dick for year.  That’s a long time, twice as long as we have been apart. Dickie Jr. will be three years old. By the Way, Dickie calls you Uncle Harlan.  All Dick can talk about is the Navy.  I know how to tell time by the Navy and everything and Dickie Jr, all he does is follow his Daddy everywhere.  He just won’t leave him alone.

I don’t have a lot of news. Oh yes, I forgot to tell you. Honey, that ring was Momie’s’ and she gave it to me.   I plan to give it to my little boy or girl when they grow up, so please be careful and don’t lose it or break it because if you did our little child wouldn’t have a ring.

Tomorrow afternoon, Jodie, Barbie and I are going to the stage show about 4:00 PM and will get home about in time to go to work. 

Well Sweets, I better go now as it is about time for me to go and get ready for work. I love you very much and miss you more and I am patiently waiting for Christmas to come so I can feel your arms around me and your lips on mine.  Sometimes I think I’ll go crazy for the want of man’s arms around me and a man’s love telling me all this swell nothings.

Good night Honey.  All my love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s “Your” Darling Janie

Please try to write every night from now on and please be careful of your heath.

Dick & Rosie Hare 1942

November 20, 1942 1:30 AM Friday

Just think Darlin’,  12 more months and six days and we will be getting married!

Hello Darlin’:

I guess I sort of jumped the gun that time, didn’t I? Well here it is another day closer to Christmas and you.  I’ll bet I don’t do much sleeping the night before we get married. I’ll be so happy and thrilled and anxious that I probably won’t sleep a wink.  Won’t it be wonderful to get up in the morning and be together all the time and be with each other all the time?  I can hardly wait! Things will be so much better.  Tonight is just about like it was last night, except that I miss you more.

I got my boots today. They cost me $12.50 .  They are really swell. But I guess they should be for that price. I received your letter just before I left for work. It is the one with a piece of cloth inside.  I am going downtown to see if I could find a pair of slacks to match them.   I probably will find a pair.  If I do, we will have something to match but we will have to wait until Christmas to wear them together.

You are absolutely right about Opal and Max and the baby Darlin’.   Max is supposed to have money in the bank for the baby. I wouldn’t blame you a bit, for being mad at me if I paid for the baby or put any money out for it.

Yes, I think I was dreaming of you when you wrote that letter, because I dream of you both night and day, whether I’m asleep or awake. Two weeks have been rolling along pretty fast for me and it won’t be long before I’ll be home and in your arms. Darlin’, we aren’t going to bed at all the first night I’m home, are we? Maybe we could lay on the floor together all night and listen to the radio. (I sure hope).

Well it is getting late, so I had better close.

All the love I have I give to you.   Love and XXXXXXXXXX’s     Harlan

8:30 AM Saturday, November 21, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

Well here is another Special for a special person and it is also another day closer to Christmas and you. I am very sorry I didn’t write last night but I was kind of tired when I got home, and I guess I had breathed a little too much galvanized. My lungs were pretty sore. Before I forget I will call again Sunday night at 8:00 your time 6:00 our time.

I received two letters yesterday just before I left for work.  Your letters have been coming in quite regularly and they have really been swell. I wish I could crawl inside of one of them and come with it. I’ll bet it would be a long time before I let you go back.

Darling,  you had that or be careful of your health working that shift. I am working out at the Y so I can carry you up to the door and into the house every night and I will be winded a bit.

About what I want for Christmas, at night a gets pretty chilly going home on the streetcar and I only have a light jacket, I don’t have a robe yet, but I had planned on getting one to wear at home. But as long as I get to see you and hold you in my arms, that is gift enough for me.  Let me know if I can wait until I get home to buy your gift. That way I won’t have to carry it with me all the way. You may get it a little late, but will it be satisfactory with you?

I miss you like H – – – and can hardly wait until Christmas. It’s just a little over four weeks and I’ll be leaving for you.

This is the last page in the book so that is why I am writing on both sides. I love you very much Darling and when I get home you will see and feel just how much that it is. I can see you before me always, but I try to talk to you and touch you, but I can’t seem to get you to talk to me and my hands around and arms seemed to go right through you.

All the love I have I give to you.  Love and XXXXX’s   Harlan

PS Until 6:00 Sunday night. I will start calling it 6:00 our time.

PS I hope you get this in time.

November 21, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

This should be reach you Monday. (I hope.)  I have just finished dinner and have to get ready for work after I finish this letter. Sis and I have been down to the bank and to the grocery store. I have $365 in the bank now. I put $40 in this week. Last week I didn’t put any in because I had to pay rent, dentist and my boots, besides groceries.

I wish Christmas was here instead of 4 weeks and 5 days off. When I come home, I will send you a telegram of what time I’m leaving and what time I should be there. When I get to Omaha, I will send a telegram to you and one to the folks. I will have your sent out right away and have them wait until about to the time I get home to send the one to the folks.   Either that or I won’t tell them I’m coming and then just walk in on them.  I have told them I may come home if I can, but it isn’t definite. The latter is probably the best. I think that is what I’d better do. Don’t you? I thought so!

The pictures are swell Darlin’. I will see if I can’t take some tomorrow and send you. This is the first day this week that I didn’t get a letter but yesterday makes up for it.

I sure do remember those nights we used to have together. Not just a couple of them but every one of them. Nights don’t mean anything to me anymore. Just Saturday and Sunday. Saturday is the end of the week and makes it a week closer to Christmas and you and Sunday is both my night off and maybe a call to you. Yes, it is O.K! O.K! O.K! O.K! O.K! O.K! O.K! for us to smooch and neck and pitch woo and then smooch some more.

Darlin’ it is 2:30 and I’m going to have to leave. I didn’t know it was this late.

All the love I have I give to you.  Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

November 7 through 14, 1942

November 7, Saturday 6:00 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again and very discouraged.  The girl tool-setters are going to be dropped.  You see, the plant thought they could hire the girls who were here for about $35.00 and the Union says they must pay the girls who are doing a man’s job their wages, which would be $50.00 a week.  So the plant says they will  do without.  I’m kind of mad because I was crazy about the work.  It was a lot harder, but I still liked it.

Last night I told you about getting too much money in my check, well today I told them out of the plant and the office girl said she would call the main office to see about. Later this afternoon I was called the office and she told that they had made a mistake but that they had looked at my record and I was very deserving of the money and could keep it.

Your letter today said a little something about my letters being short, but Honey I can’t help it. I don’t have anything to write about but myself and Christmas and I get awfully tired of writing about me,  Christmas, that’s another thing Honey, I can hardly wait to be in your arms and feel your lips, to see your nice eyes and beautiful blonde hair, to hear you talk, to hear you laugh, to see you leaning against the cupboard in the kitchen while I’m drying the dishes.  Then in the end helping to dry then.  If you’re only home for a day, it will be heaven.  To see you, to criticize you, to argi with you and love you all at the same time. I think November 26, 1943 will be O.K.  But I think the most thrilling moment of my life will be when I see you step off that train.  My Honey, My Harlan will come home to see his Darlin’.

Look Sweets, I have to go to work at 12:00 tonight and I have to get some sleep before I go or I’ll never make it, so I better close.

Good night Sweetheart

All My Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 8, 1942 Sunday 8:00 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again, waiting for the phone to ring so I can hear My Harlan’s voice.  I’m very tired tonight.  Last night was really a raw deal and I only had 8 hours sleep today but it didn’t help much.

Gee Honey, you couldn’t have written a better letter for my Special.  I’m so tired.  I guess I’m kind of blue tonight and that letter helped a lot.  And another thing Harlan, if I cry tonight on the phone, please forgive me but I miss you so much tonight, when I think of Christmas it helps but it seems so far away right now.  I don’t know whether I’m going to like this shift or not, but we should know within the next two weeks if it is going to be frozen.  Personally it doesn’t make much difference to me.

You didn’t say anything about my financial condition, so I take it you approve.  I hope so.

How are you?  I hope this finds you well, happy and not as lonesome as I am.

You Mom called me tonight wondering how you are.  I told her I received a Special but was very sorry that I just couldn’t read it to her.  I hope she understood.

Oh Gee Honey, I miss you so.  If you were here, we would be riding in Herman or smoothing a little while before I have to go to work.

Well the phone is still quiet, and I think I will take a little nap before I go to work, but I will be right by the phone, don’t worry.

All My Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s   “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Well it is now 9:10 and the phone call is a thing of the past.  Harlan, I’m sorry the call was a flop because it was my fault.  I shouldn’t have told you to call me tonight but when two weeks pass and I don’t hear your voice, I can’t stand it.  I said if you didn’t come home for Christmas, I could come out.  You see in ten weeks I have a weekend off.  I’d take Friday, Saturday and Monday.  If I can take the plane, I would spend two days on the road and two with you.  But there are a lot of drawbacks to that and the first one is that I may not be able to charter a plane.

Harlan, it’s hard to say but if you don’t come home Christmas and I find out its because of Opal and Max, I’ll never forgive them.  After all, we have our lives to live too.  Maybe I’m butting into something that isn’t my business, but somehow I believe that I should have some say about this.

But to get back, I’m sorry too.  I cried on the phone or maybe you didn’t notice it.  I hope not, but Harlan, I wanted you so tonight and I was tired and blue.  But the next time I promise, I will do better.  You didn’t sound so happy yourself.  Are you having a rough a time of it Harlan?  Please don’t work too hard.  I know you’re making a great sacrifice.  Why don’t you go our as much as possible?  Have some fun when you can.  It helps a little.

Well Sweets, I’m bored with myself.  Thanks for calling and again I say I’m sorry I ruined it if I did.  It’s just one of those nights where I couldn’t put up a front.  I love you Harlan more than any man in the world and would give the world for just one embrace before I go to work tonight.

Good night Honey.

All My Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

11:30 PM Sunday, November 8, 42

Hello Darlin’:

Another 6 minutes gone. Those are absolutely the fastest 6 minutes I have ever seen. You know Darling, I get the funniest feeling inside of me whenever I talk to you. I seem to want to reach out and grab you, so I can hold you in my arms. I try to strain my eyes so I can see you.  To see how lovely you looked, but all I can do is to hear you. I will be awfully happy when I see you Christmas. On the following you said if I didn’t come home Christmas you would take time off to come out here. Would you rather come out here or have me come home? All I am coming home for is to see you anyway. I’m sorry I said that. I do want to see the folks to though, but you mostly. You let me know, one way or the other.

About the money in your check, I’d keep it if I were you.  It would cost the government more money trying to correct the mistake then if you let it as is. That is the only question you asked me in your letter, so I don’t know what else I’m going to write about.

I love you very much and miss you like the very devil. For two cents I’d pack up and come home right now. If you don’t mind Darling, I will close now and get some sleep. I will finish in the morning.

All the love I have I give to you.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

Good morning sweetheart.

How are you this morning? I hope well and happy, also as lonesome as I.

I have to go down to the union and then get some new work clothes.  I also have to go to the dentist. There isn’t any news since last night, so I had better close. I love you and miss you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

November 9, 1942 Monday 7:45 PM

Hi Honey:

How are you? I sure hope you’re fine Honey.  Gee I miss you. I kind of hope you are as lonesome as I am. How’s every little?  How’s work and all your troubles and Opal?

I just got up about an hour, have eaten and am all ready for work although it is three hours before I leave. Your letter was here when I woke up.  Thanks a lot. It’s raining here and has been since 1:00 this morning. About 4:00 AM it was raining hard but as it wasn’t lightening, we didn’t close down the wing.  We were all working the machines, all going and everything running along as usual when suddenly the current went off, all the lights went out and every machine in the plant stopped. It was pitch dark and not a sound. Harlan, I never heard such a silence all my life.  No one moved.  I guess we were too scared.   Well in about 2 minutes it came on again. It seemed like about 20, but they swore was only 2.  Well anyway, we started them up again and about 15 minutes later, it happened again, only this time only for about 1 minute. Well when they came on, we shut down and were down for three hours.  I hope I never hear such a dead, dead silence, silence again.

Gee Honey, there isn’t a darn bit of news.  I hope you don’t feel too bad after the phone call last night. I thought about it all morning while working. It was so good to hear your voice. I sure love you a lot. I sure do. It sounded so good, your voice I mean. Gosh, I’ve written and rewritten and written and haven’t set a thing, have I?   I guess I’m in a rut, I hope not!

How’s Opal? I hope she’s 0. K.  How’s work? How’s bowling? I haven’t been bowling for some time. Oh Harlan, guess what? Daddy bought two 5-gallon cans and filled them with gasoline, and I’m going to have him get another and all buy five more gallons.  Then when you come home, we will have 15 extra gallons of gas so we can use Daddy’s car more than we could otherwise.  Isn’t that swell, I think it’s a honey of an idea, don’t you? AI don’t think you would call that boarding, do you? Me either, it’s for such a good reason. You and Christmas time.

Well sweets, I better go now as I have no more to write. I will write again tomorrow night. Good night honey. I love you and miss you more than I can say.

All my love and xxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 10, 1942 Tuesday 7:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again. How are you? I hope that this finds you well and happy. Was that letter last night long enough? I hope so treated remember dear, I write small as you

I’m going downtown tomorrow and will buy the chain and send the ring and chain. No it doesn’t seem silly of you to want it, but it doesn’t sound like you. But Honey, anything that is possible for me to do for you I will do without hesitation. You know that don’t you?

Gee there isn’t any news, I still feel bad about the phone call Sunday night. I sure am sorry

Honey don’t forget we are going to one dance when you are home Christmas. You know why I want to go to a dance so bad?  Well of course it’s because I haven’t been to one or so long, but the real reason is because I can be in your arms all the time, we are dancing.  Pretty good reason or what?

Am I ever mad? I went to the beauty parlor this morning and told her to cut my hair off about half an inch all around – well I swear she thinks I said one and a half inches because when I came home and combed it out I found I didn’t have any hair left. Now I have to tie my hair up for two weeks waiting for it to grow out a little.

I received a letter today that was written on the fifth. It must have gotten lost somewhere on the way because it was written all over the front in pencil.

Well sweets, that’s all, there isn’t any more. Good night honey. We gals are going up to Boyce’s for a little while. I love you and like you say I could go on and on about how much I miss you and how close tears or to my eyes every time I hear a love song and how I’m living, hoping and praying for Christmas to be what I wanted to be and how I think of you all the time but I won’t. Again I say, I love you Harlan.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 12, 42 Thursday 9 PM

Hi Honey:

Three years and three months ago tonight at this time I was sitting in front of the Des Moines Public Library, waiting for what I thought just another guy but what was really the man of all men. After I had been with this boy a few hours I knew he wasn’t just another guy, that he was different from the regular run. Not only the way he dressed, but the way he walked, the way he held his head, the way he had smiling, his nice clear blue eyes, his fine clean ideas, his plans for the future, his ambition, and everything about him was different. The most wonderful guy in the world and he loves me. I’m the most fortunate girl in the world. How are you? I hope you are very happy and well and not as lonesome as I am. I don’t have a bit of news, so I don’t know what I’m going to write about. Gee I miss you.  Harlan, do you want me to send your coat and hat for you to wear home? Just think, six weeks from this very moment you’ll be on your way home, every minute bringing you closer, closer, closer and I’ll be slowly going insane with happiness and impatience of waiting. I’m going downtown tomorrow morning after work and buy some new work clothes, slacks, sweater and two shirts. I need shoes but they can wait until after Christmas. Gosh I wish you were home. You know when I was waiting for that boy three years and three months ago, little did I know what happiness he was going to bring me. I hate to think of what would’ve happened if Donna hadn’t talked me into going on my first blind date. I wouldn’t have anything to live for. But now I have three beautiful years to look back on and plenty to live for. You. I’ll be so happy when you come. We have both looked forward to it for such a long time. Excuse me but they are playing  “Dearly Beloved”  (Fred Astaire~ Dearly Beloved ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBVmPxQLKTg

It will be so good to hear you laugh. I always love your laugh, so natural and such a happy laugh, it just made me happy all over to hear you laugh or even to see you smile. I remember when we used to have a fight, I would watch for you to smile because when you did, I knew you weren’t mad anymore.  

I didn’t get a letter today but oh well, I’ll get one tomorrow.

Well Sweets, I think I’ll close now as I have to wash the dishes and get ready for work. I love and miss you very much.  Good night Honey.

All my Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 13, 42 Friday 11 AM

Hello my Sweetheart:

I received two letters just before I left for work yesterday.  One was your special. I sure have a lot questions to answer.  First of all I will answer the most important one, about coming home.   I have been trying to see the boss of all the welders in the yard for some time. I finally just about gave up, yesterday when I received your letter, I thought I would try again.  I didn’t see him, but I saw his secretary. He said “sure it’s possible to take leave. You can take leave just about any time you want to. He said to be sure and, in and see Mr. Taylor about a week or two before I leave. That way he will be able to replace me on the ship until I get back. A lot of fellows make a mistake by just up and leaving. When they get back, they find they have no job and the draft board knows that they quit.  If I take two weeks off Darling, I will be able to be home both Christmas and New Year’s. Would you like that?

Transportation is absolutely certain I may be delayed by troop movements, but I will be able to make it in maybe a day more later than I planned but I don’t think any more than that. Please let me know if that answers your question.

When we have a blackout here, it is the same deftly silence as you told. It is just like graveyard only quieter. There is so much noise in the yard during working hours that when everything shuts off it seems awfully quiet

buying that gas is about the best idea I have heard of in a long time if you want to, and you can buy 5 gallons for me too.  I’ll pay you when I get home. No I wouldn’t call that hoarding.

In you are special I have already answered your first question about coming home. I forgot to tell you about reservations. They told me to come in and make my reservation patients about two or three weeks ahead of time.  Darling, I haven’t even had the thought of not coming home Christmas. I’ll be there if I have to walk. I have no doubt whatsoever of not being able to come home Christmas!!!!  If you haven’t told folks, let’s let it be a surprise.

Max is going to pay for the doctor bills. He has the money for that now. I don’t know what Opal is going to do about mom.  She says she is going to tell her when she goes home. I am going to write a letter to Max either tonight or after I finished this one.  About the ring, it is still at the jewelers. It isn’t ‘will call’.  She still has the $10 from Max and is going to send it to the folks a on the ring.

Excuse me, I just received a letter from you. Do you mind if I read it? Okay? Okay!

Gosh a swell letter!  I hope we can go to more than one dance (for the same reason).  That letter that just got to you was written the week you said you didn’t get any. Wasn’t it? I hope so because I was sure I wrote some that week. Again I say the phone call was all right. I love you very much too.

Now to get back to the Special – I’m not going to give Opal any money for the baby. No money comes out of our bank account. I wouldn’t blame you a bit for being mad at me if I gave her money for baby.  Things aren’t different between you and me now and they never will be. I have never even thought of giving up. Please let me know what you mean by giving up.

Darling, my love for you is something that just can’t be given up. It is a feeling that I can’t quite explain myself. I know that it is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, and I’ll fight till I die to keep that love. Right now I feel like a good fight or an argument with you to bring you back to California with me. 

All the love I have I give to you. My devotion to you is as endless and deep as the ocean.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

If I haven’t answered all the questions you want please ask some more. Love.

November 13, 42 Friday the 13th 9:45 PM

Well here I am again, and they are playing “ When the Lights Go On Again All Over the World “.  ( “When the Lights Go On Again (All Over the World)” is a popular song composed during World War II. It was written by Bennie Benjamin, Sol Marcus and Eddie Seiler https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVg97yrjkwA)   Kind of long title isn’t it but I’ll sure be glad when it comes true. How are you? I hope fine and happy. Daddy went pheasant hunting yesterday and he was the only one who got a pheasant, so he brought it home. Was he proud? You bet!

I’m kind of late writing tonight as I just got up. Do you want to hear about my new clothes? O.K. My pants are herringbone stripe and brown and they have a fly front, my shoes are dark red leather with thick soles and my sweater is dark red.   Pretty nice huh!

Yes Darling, I know what I want for Christmas from you or someone, but I don’t think I should ask for. I’ll tell you what I can. It is something you wanted to buy my me last year.  You had it all picked out in fact, but when I found out about it, I put my foot down and said no because I thought in fact you couldn’t afford it. It’s something I need, and you were excited about it yourself, you liked it so. Now that’s all I can say except I hope you guessed it.

Now come on throw me a hint, on what you want, PLEASE!! I’m in an awful mess over it.

Have my letters been long enough this week?  Swell, because this one is going to be cut short so’s I can go to work. Good night honey. I love you. Miss you, and I’m dreaming of a White Christmas.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s 

“Your” Darlin’  Janie

November 14, 1942 Saturday 1:45 AM

Hello Darlin’:

Now while I’m writing this letter, I suppose you are busy at your machine. I’ve had a terrible night and I am very mad. I had the best welding since I have been in the yard and could have made the largest bonus I have ever made, and you would have been very proud of me. I didn’t smoke one cigarette until after I had my lunch at seven, because I was so busy welding. About 8:30 it just started to pour down and rained for about 1 1/2 hours. I got all wet, my welding got all wet, so I had to stop. The result was no bonus!  It is sort of sprinkling outside right now. I think I forgot to tell you why you I was mad last Sunday. I meant in the letter I wrote this morning, but it just slipped my mind. – Sunday, Sis and I drove over to Chinatown. Everything she saw, she wanted. She didn’t ask me to buy it for her, but she kept on saying, “I’d sure like to have that”, or “ I wish I had about $100 to come over here to spend”. It got on my nerves so much I was kind of mad. I told her that I wasn’t a millionaire and that I wasn’t made of money, and if she wanted all these things, she could have Max send her some money for them. I think I have Opal convinced she should tell mom about her condition. She got a letter from Max saying that he didn’t want to keep the baby.  He wants to adopt it out after it’s born.  He doesn’t want to tell his folks about it. Opal wants to keep the baby and really wants Mom to know, but yet she doesn’t want to do anything that Max doesn’t want her to. So much for that!

Darling, I love you and miss you more right now than I ever have. It is just a few more days then five weeks till I leave for you. I can hardly wait to step off the train and see you standing there all wrapped up in your winter clothes. After I get there you won’t need any winter clothes as I will be close enough to you all the time to keep you warm. It seems awfully funny for me to be way out here and you out there. So far from each other, and still our love become stronger and stronger, day by day. Couldn’t be possible for me to love anyone as much as I love you. I wish with all my heart that you were out here with me and we could do things together the way we used to.  I don’t believe you are being elfish in saying you are tired of this life because I’m the same way and I feel that it is just being truthful. It wouldn’t be truthful to say I could go on like this forever. I’m not making a great sacrifice. I think I’m a lot closer now than I ever have been and also it has brought our marriage a lot closer than if I’d have stayed at home. Besides I love you. Well darling it is getting rather late and I’m kind of tired, so I had better close.

All the love I have I give to you

Love and XXXXXXXXXX’s Good night Darlin’

Harlan

November 1 through 7, 1942

November 1, 42 Sunday 8:30 PM

Hi Honey:

I am sitting at the big desk in the living room waiting for the phone to ring so I can once again hear the voice of the boy I love. I suppose the reason it hasn’t rang yet is because the lines are busy somewhere between here and there.

Well first of all, I want to tell you I didn’t write last night because I was mad and hurt. You see this is the way your letters came this week: Monday no letter, Tuesday no letter, Wednesday one letter, Thursday two letters, Friday no letter and Saturday no letter and I was sure that there would be one waiting for me yesterday.  It kind of made me irked. I’m sorry I didn’t write.

Just think Honey, only eight more weeks and we will be together. 56 more days of waiting hoping and praying for you to come home to a girl who finds herself missing and loving you more every day.

Your Special today was sure swell, so crazy and nice. Yes, I will remember those glorious nights. Honey, I am very glad we never did anything bad because then our memories wouldn’t be so sweet, and memories and the thought of Christmas are what I am living by. Someday this war will be over, and we will look back at this year and be glad we waited. I hope so anyway.

Oh why doesn’t that phone ring?

I talked to your Mom last night and she said the last she had heard from you; you were planning on changing your hours so you and Opal could spend more time together.  Are you?

As you know next Saturday, we changed shifts. And there is serious talk both by the big shots and the Union that are going to freeze the shifts, which will mean which will leave me on the 12 to 8 shift for the duration, but I don’t mind as it will take up all of my time and that is just what I want.

How are your eyes?

Look Sweets, I’m going to write Dick, so I better go now. I will write again tomorrow. I love, admire, respect and miss you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

I sent you a letter every day last week, did you get them?

November 2, 42 Monday 6:00 PM

Hi Honey:

I received your telegram when I arrived home from work. Mom said they called at 8:30 AM with the message but wouldn’t give it to her as it was personal. Harlan, what I want to know is where were you when the call came through?  At 9:45 PM the call came through and they had me hold the line and then they told me the party who had placed the call at Frisco could not be located.  Where did you go?

I also received two letters today which makes up somewhat for the days without. But Harlan, I happen to know that you haven’t been writing every day like I have because I was looking at some of the letters, I got what I got last week and you skipped Friday, Tuesday and Wednesday.

How are you? I hope fine and happy.

There is no news whatsoever and I’m very tired so please may I close? O.K? O.K!

I will write again tomorrow. I love and miss you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “your” Darlin’ Janie

Thank you again for the telegram.  I was sort of worried, not much you know, but a little bit. Janie

November 4, 42 Wednesday 6:45 AM

Hi Honey:

I forgot to tell you, that letter you wrote so I would get one on Monday arrived here in the morning delivery Monday.

This is going to be just a note until tonight, then a nice long one will be written. I received your special yesterday at 11:00 AM, it was a day off. I was sure glad to get it and find out what was what. No, I didn’t call you. The phone rang here and when answered the operator said, “San Francisco calling”.  I said yes, she said hold the line one moment please, I stood there about 10 min. and then she said “I’m sorry but we can’t seem to get a hold of the party who placed the call. He doesn’t seem to be home.” Well about that time I was mad, but all is well and forgiven now.

About the ring and chain it sounds cute, but it definitely doesn’t sound like you. I’ll do my best, however and let you know when I send it.

Must go now as Don is outside.  Good by now.

Love and xxxxx’s

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 4, 1942 Wednesday 12 PM

Hello Darlin’:

Well another day closer to Christmas and you. I hope this finds you both well and happy and also as a lonesome for me if I am for you.

I didn’t get a letter today.  It’s probably the mail though, unless it is because you didn’t write Saturday night.

Well today is the day my boss is supposed to come back from his vacation, so I hope I will be put back with him on our ship.

There isn’t any news and I have no questions to answer, so I don’t know what I’m going to write about. Herman is just fine, except that he needs a bath very badly. He also has a tire that has gone on the bum.  I’m going to give it to the government. That will leave me with five tires.  The radio is just as swell, no trouble with it at all.

I haven’t been to a show since a week ago last Sunday. I didn’t go bowling any last week but went last Sunday. I haven’t been out to the beach for some time, so I’m losing my meager tan.  By the time I come home for Christmas I will have a good tan though.

I am going to join the Y and go down there about three or four times a week. I think I will try to stop smoking. (Ha!Ha!)

Well Darlin’, I seem to have run out of news and things to say so I will continue with some mush -. Just kidding though.

I do love you Darlin’, more than I ever thought was possible. Each day and night that love seems to grow and grow. I miss you so much.  I don’t think I can stand it at times, but I just think that someday you’ll be all mine and we can spend the rest of our lives together. If I was in the Navy it wouldn’t be so bad because even if I was near you, I wouldn’t be able to see you every night. This way, when I have so much time to myself and you’re not by my side to take some of that up, I can’t seem to get used to it. Any way you look at it, it’s all mixed up and I guess I am too.

When I get home Christmas, I think we had better make some plans for the future. That way I’ll know just about where I stand.  We’ll talk to your folks and see what they say about it. I had better close now as I have to eat and leave for work. I love you very much.

Love and XXXXXXXX’s  Harlan

Wednesday 7:30 PM November 4, 42

Hello My Honey:

Well Sweets, here I am again, as you say, one more day closer to Christmas and you.

How are you? I hope this finds you both well and happy and not as lonesome as I am.

I received your letter of Monday. I’m sure glad you liked my choice of a tie for you.

I’m over to Dick’s now taking care of little Dickie Jr. while Rosie is downtown.  Gee, I wish you were here but in seven weeks you will be again.  Oh happy day!

How do you like my new stationary? Me too.

As soon as I buy the chain, I will send the ring. But Honey, please don’t lose it as it is one of my best rings.

I’m enclosing closing a picture which I thought you just might be interested in. Isn’t she a droop?  (Excuse me but they are playing “Remember” ~ (1942 Hits Archive: I Remember You – Jimmy Dosey, Bob Eberly Vocal  ` https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jNrg3ZpRXFo)  Boy do I ever.

Dickie Jr. says “Hi Harlan, how are you? I’m just awful fine.  Harlan will you be with Janie when Santa Claus comes? I hope so Harlan.”  Dick will be home next week the 18th for a nine-day furlough. Isn’t that swell.

Well Sweets, here comes a bit of bad news. Hang on to your seat. I was down at the dentist yesterday and it’s going to cost me $85 to get my tooth fixed, which has to be paid in three months.  So Harlan I may not be able to meet my quota by Christmas, in the bank I mean. And my glasses were $20. Or did I tell you I had to have new ones? They are rimless, real sharp looking. Please try to understand about my financial position. I will try to make it $100 though. There is the one consolation though. You won’t have to spend any thing on me when we get married. 

Well Sweets, I better go now as I must write Dick.  Good night my sweetheart.  I love and miss you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s all I have. “Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 5, 1942 Thursday 7 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  How are you? I hope this finds you well, happy and not as lonesome as I am for you. Just think 49 days and you’ll be home and Harlan I can hardly wait. You and me together again just like the old days, good old days.   Oh happy old days.  My how I wish they were more than memories.

Gee have I ever been working hard, almost as hard as you have been. I’ll that you.

I’ll sure be glad when I get used to standing on my feet all day, but I sure do like my new job, it’s sharp.  I don’t think I could go back to the machine operating if I wanted to.

As I said before, I got off work Saturday at 4 PM and go back at 12 o’clock at night and am off again at 8:00 AM Sunday morning. I should be in bed at 9:30 AM and up again at 6 PM, so you can call anytime between 6 PM Sunday and 10 PM but no later than 10:30 as I have to leave at 11 PM for work.  So if you start at 6 PM you ought to rack reach me by 9:00. 

Honey, why do you get so mad?  I mean what happens to make you so mad that you are ready to come home?  Please tell me. is something going wrong or just what is it?

I’m going to a party tonight.  A party put on by our wing at the plant. It’s for Dick, one of the tool setters who is leaving Monday for the Navy. I’m going with three other girls, so I will be a good girl and no drinks. Dick wanted me to go with him but nuts to that noise. I will be home quite early too, because we all have to go to work tomorrow.

Gosh Honey, I don’t have a bit of news, not one bit. I seem to be taking up space with lots of nothing. So I guess I better close. I will write again tomorrow.

I love you Harlan

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

November 6, 42 Friday 5:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again well, happy and very tired. But as it is my last night, I’m going out a little while any way. I don’t know whether the letter I wrote last night will reach you by Sunday or not, but just in case it didn’t I will repeat. I get off work tomorrow at 4:00 PM and go back to work at 12:00 at night and am off at 8:00 AM Sunday morning and when I get home, I’m going right to bed. I should be in bed by 9:30 and up by 6:00 PM Sunday afternoon, so you can start calling at 6: PM our time and should reach me by 8 or 9 o’clock.  Now if that isn’t agreeable with you, well you well you will just have to use your own judgment. But don’t all after 10:30 our time as I leave at 11:00 PM for work.

How are you?  I hope this finds you well, happy and good looking as ever.

Harlan, I had a better letter every day this week. Thanks a lot Honey, it’s swell.

There was no questions in your letter today, so I don’t have any to answer. Today I tore down two machines and clean them, all the parts etc., then reassembled them.  I started at 9:00 this morning and wasn’t through until 3:00 PM, so I really worked. What do you think? Me too.

We girls are only going up to Boyce’s for about an hour tonight. Joyce is leaving at 2:00 AM tomorrow morning for LA California and will be married in about a month. She is the first one out of our crowd to venture down the path of matrimony. Everyone seems to think I’ll be the next one, but we’ll see.

Last night the party was kind of a flop.  At 10:00, Juanita picked us up and we went out to the “Question Mark” but no one was there, so we went over to the “Wooden Shoe” and there they were, but we only stayed about an hour then came home. I’m going to be in bed tonight at 10:00 or die trying.

Dick will be home week after next, my how time flies.  Oh guess what? Today was payday and I received a check for $33.08 when it only should have been $30.28.  I don’t know what to do.  Everyone I have told tells me to keep and not to say a word but gosh I don’t think I should, do to you? It’s a mess though.  I have to decide by tomorrow as I’m broke. You see that is my top paid during my training period and I shouldn’t get it for two more weeks understand?

Remember Eleanor, the quiet one?  Well her and Don Cunningham are going to be married the first of the year.  He is in Baltimore and every week he sends her so much money towards her trip out there at Christmas time. It seems he insists on paying the way. But isn’t that just perfect about them?  Eleanor has been burning the torch for him for over a year.

Well Sweets, I better close as it is 6:15 and I’m going to pick up the girls at 6:45.  Good night My Honey.  I love you and when Christmas comes, I’ll prove it to you. Good night again

All my Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Sunday October 25 through 31, 1942

October 25, 1942 Sunday 9:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am darlin’, again I mean. How are you?  I hope this finds you both well and happy and not as lonesome as I am. Your special was waiting for me when I arrived home from work today and it was a honey. But look Honey, I’m not making any excuses about Saturday night, but Harlan for three months I haven’t been out, really been out, you know what I mean. Yes, I know you haven’t either but here I had a chance to have some fun with the girls, so I went. I know what we did wasn’t right but Harlan I’m not perfect and I don’t claim to be. I believe I said I was sorry for what happened, and I was not tight.  No one bought the gin for me. We all chipped in and Harlan, you asked me to be careful I am. There isn’t anything I do but what I think of you and what you would think about it. Yes, I even thought of you Saturday night but thought you would understand. Harlan, about me changing, I am bound to change a little. After all, when you left, I was just a high school graduate but now I’m a working girl.  I’ve seen and met up with a lot of people and things I didn’t think existed. I have learned to stand on my own feet. You see, I’m on the grownup side now instead of the kids’ side. I still smoke and I’ve had about 6 Tom Collins altogether since you left. I go out about two nights of each week. And my only reason I go out then is because if I don’t, I would get to be an awful lonesome person. And Harlan, I’m older because I know what loneliness is.  Please try to see that change is natural. Before you left, I was just a kid. went to school, had an easy time (up to the last) had a swell fellow to take me out and where I wanted to go, and I didn’t have bills etc. etc. Now I’m a working girl, making money, paying bills and no man to take me out.  So I resort to the girls. No, I’m not sorry. I love my work but I’m just trying to it’s plain that although I will still have the same looks and the same ideas, the same characteristics etc. etc. I will not be quite the same girl. Just like you will seem different to me.  Because you too are living an entirely different life and will change it will change you too. 

But Honey, I’m not going to do anything you would be ashamed of and I know you would do anything I would be ashamed of.

I’m very tired now. So I better go now. Oh, I forgot to tell you. We girls went to the Roosevelt / North game last night and they beat 7 to 6, darn. Tomorrow is my day off and I will write again.

Good night My Honey. 

I love you and miss you very much and hope you will please forgive me and please don’t think too bad of me.  Please

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Sunday, October 25, 1942

Hello Darling,

Well another day closer to Christmas and you. I found out something at work Saturday.   I may be able to only get off for 10 days. Would you please let me know whether you would want Christmas Eve or New Year’s Eve? I will let you know for sure as soon as I can, whether I can get off 10 days or two weeks. I may get 10 days and be there Christmas Eve and just stay New Year’s Eve also. Darling excuse the change in ink, Opal just came up to my room and said that breakfast is ready I will continue this after I have eaten. 

Hello Darlin’, Well I’m back.   I sure feel better. You asked me to tell you about our rooms. Sis has a room on the second floor, and I have one on the third. Our kitchen is a community kitchen. That is, everyone on the same floor uses the kitchen. There are two showers and two baths bathrooms on each floor.  We use the top floor kitchen. I have never yet seen two parties use the kitchen at the same time. Pardon me a moment the landlady says the phone is for me.  It was Syd. He wants to go out and play some tennis. I seem to be running out of words so I will close now and when I get your Special, I will answer it in the letter.  I love you and miss you more everyday

Love Harlan

Hello Darling;  I just got back from playing tennis and your Special was here waiting for me.  Boy oh boy, what a Special!  It just makes my blood tingle. I know for sure that your back wouldn’t ache, and I also know that you wouldn’t be cold. You said you didn’t get a letter for two days. I think I did miss a day and I am terribly sorry.  I have been moving my things around quite a bit and also working on Herman. His tires are sort of going on the bum. The other night somebody cut a hole in the side and swiped my camera.  I had a lot of pictures on it that I wanted you to have. But they are gone now and so is my camera.

I am very proud of you on your bank account. I should have more than I do but I guess I just can’t handle money. That will be your job someday soon, I hope.  My bank account is $275.00.  

Opal is just fine. She went to Sacramento yesterday on the train to see the doctor and to get some of her things. I gave her $10 to get a coat she had in will call.  I also paid for her train fare.

Syd, Opal and I are going to a show tonight we are going to see Sonja Henie in “Iceland”.  May I close and continue this in the morning. Okay? Okay! I love you so much I wish you were here with me rather than Sis. Everything is so mixed up for me I don’t know quite where I’m at.

Good night Darlin’   Love and xxxxx’s Harlan

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Good morning Darling:

Well here it is, another day closer to Christmas and you.  I can hardly wait until then. I have read your Special about a dozen times now.  It gets better every time I read it. There isn’t any news since last night, so I had better close and get this in the mail. I will mail it Special so you should get it Thursday. I didn’t write two of them Saturday like I should have, so probably won’t get one on Monday. I love you.  Each day I keep wondering if all this waiting is worth it. I guess I had better close now before I get myself into trouble.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

October 26, 42 Monday 11:00 PM

Hello My Honey:

Well here I am again, and I am ever glad.  How are you Sweets? I hope this finds you well happy and not as lonely for me as I am for you.  And I’ll tell you why.  The girls and I went downtown tonight and shopped and then took a taxi too Boyce’s.  We were sitting in their when in walked don ( I can’t for the life of me remember his name) but he’s the one who used to give me massages down at the “Y”  and went with Eleanor).  Well anyway, him and another girl we know, and another fellow walked in and sat down. Don asked us if we wanted to go for a ride, so for nothing better to do we went.  Well – this Don drove, and his girl and Phil were in the front. I got in the back with Joyce when this fellow gets in beside me. I didn’t think anything about it until he put his arm around me. I nudged Joyce and she started talking about us, meaning her and me getting married and he said, “Are you going to get married?” When I said yes. November 26. Well he still didn’t take the hint and kept pulling me closer to him. Finally I said, can’t you take a hit fella, he said “why no, what you mean?”  I said “ I’m going to be married next November so hands off! . He said “well, in that case I better kiss the bride as I won’t be at the wedding”.  Well, that made me mad, even the feel of his arm around me made me crawl. So I slapped him and Honey that’s why I miss you so much because if it had of been for you, it would never have happened. I don’t suppose I should tell you about it because you might think it will happen again. But don’t worry it won’t. Every time I even so much as look at a fellow, I always find something missing that you have.

I have more bad news.  I am now in debt about $50, can you imagine?   I went to see my eye doctor today and he said I needed new glasses which will be $20, and I went to the dentist and I have to have $30 worth of work done.  The reason it’s going to cost so much is because I have to have a gold in my front tooth.  So when I get all through I ought to be worth something.

I called your Mom today, but she wasn’t home. The reason I haven’t told you about all the sailors is because I haven’t noticed them. I’m not downtown enough.  The only time I go to town, is on Monday night and otherwise we go to Boyce’s.    How’s your little dog?

Honey, I don’t know what we’re going to do about Christmas.  I almost dread to have you come home because I am going to want to go back with you so much and I know I can’t.   I could just scream.  This war it ruined so many people’s lives. But Honey, I want you to trust me and I know that I am working hard and saving every penny I possibly can. And every time I spend money unnecessarily, I think Harlan and I will have to less if I do.  So I have spent money on clothes, Momie, my rider, and a little fun once in about seven days and the bank.  So please don’t think you are wasting your time because in my opinion, I don’t believe I’ve done anything that you wouldn’t forgive me for or that you would have be ashamed of.  Because Harlan, I love you very much and I wouldn’t do anything to hurt such a wonderful fellow as you are. I think you’re one in 1 million and from what I’ve seen in the last two months I know you are, because what you are doing now is great a great sacrifice and Darling, I’m trying to hold up my end and the only thing I’ve done really wrong is, I didn’t realize until you left me what a perfect guy you are. I miss you more and more and more every day. I must close now as I am very tired. I love you Harlan take care of yourself and keep that nice chin up and those nice blue eyes clear. 

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s I send to you   “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Are you going to call me Sunday night. “Yours” and only “Yours”  Janie

Don’t be alarmed if this envelope looks like it’s been opened because I tore it open after I sealed it to tell you when I was downtown, I bought you something and sent it.  It isn’t much but you always liked those colors, so I bought it for you. If you don’t like it, you don’t have to wear. And another thing, although I have already picked out your Christmas present will you please do a favor please? Okay? Okay! Please tell me what you want for Christmas.  Name a few things you would like to have but you wouldn’t buy yourself.  I think you would like what I have picked out, but I sure would appreciate some suggestions so please, please give. “Your” Janie Good Night Honey

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October 28, 42 Wednesday 11:30

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  How are you? Your special came this morning 20 minutes after I left for work.  It sure was a nice letter.  I just arrived home from the shower for Gabby, we had a nice time. 

Today I suppose you had the thrill of seeing your boat launched, I hope so and wish I could have been there to see it too.

(USS Oakland (CL-95), was a modified Atlanta-class light cruiser, the first of a group of four sometimes referred to as the “Oakland-class”. She was laid down by Bethlehem Shipbuilding CorporationSan Francisco, California on 15 July 1940; launched on 23 October 1942; sponsored by Dr. Aurelia Henry Reinhardt, president of Mills CollegeOakland, California; and commissioned on 17 July 1943, Captain William K. Phillips in command.[4] She was named for the city of Oakland, California. Like the Atlanta class, the Oakland class was designed as an anti-aircraft cruiser, with a main battery of dual-purpose guns, the principal difference between the two classes being that the Oakland-class did not have the Atlanta class’s two-beam twin 5 in (127 mm)/38 cal gun turrets. They were removed for the sake of stability and the limited arcs of fire experienced by the wing turrets on the Atlantas. Oakland sustained three casualties during World War II)    

Your Mom called tonight but of course I wasn’t home, Harlan did you ever get the accident deal straightened out? If so, how did you come out?

Look Darling, I’m going to cut this short because I’m very tired. I was on my feet all day again today but tomorrow night I am coming home, taking a bath eat and write you a really nice long letter to make up for these two short ones. I had another chance to go out today with the guy from the plant but nothing doing!  I’m waiting for my one and only you Honey. Oh, I could just cry I miss you so, but you will be home soon and then Harlan, just wait and oh yes, you see, I won’t be able to get Christmas Day off as so many people have asked for it, but if you have no chance choice all play sick.  Maybe if they didn’t need me to bleed just so you can come home.

But I must go now Harlan I love you and you are always in my heart and mind. Have you heard that song “Just as Though You Were Here.”?   Well that is almost exactly what I do every day. Good night Honey.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

About coming home in December, I hate to tell you when to come but if you really want to know I would rather have you here the 25th to the 2nd, if you can get two weeks or the 29th to the 2nd, if you only get 10 days but Honey I know you would like to be home Christmas Eve so it’s up to you so please let me know. My intentions are to lay off from the 27th until the second or third so anything will be swell, l if you only come for a day, even 24 hours together would be better than heaven to me. 

Love Janie

1:30 AM Thursday, October 29, 1942

Hello Darling:

Well another day closer to Christmas and you. I hope this letter finds you well, happy and as lonesome as I am. I just got off work and have had my nightly shower. I am lying on my bed writing to my favorite girlfriend and future wife. The night is a beautiful one the stars are big and bright. There’s only one thing missing in that is you. If we have nights like this, I know you are going to like California very much. Darling, after we’re married, we will never stop going out and parking under the moon and the stars and going out to shows and dances like we used to will we? Tonight after I got off of work the fellow that rides, home with me, and I were walking up to the parking lot. As we got up to Herman I said, “Isn’t this a beautiful night? “, the fellow says, “yes I know and the only thing missing is Janie! for Christ sake Johnny, why don’t you go back to Iowa and married her and then bring her out here to live instead of just talking about her all the time”.  (Excuse the words)  You know I’ve written quite a bit and as, yet I haven’t said anything. 0h, By the Way, I’m sending my make out slip. I’m kind of proud of it.  That is the most I have made out yet.

Opal is just fine but is a little worried. She hasn’t heard anything from Max since last Wednesday. I’m very proud of both of us for our writing, most people just write whenever they don’t have anything else to do and pretty soon, they don’t write any and all. Darling, do you remember the night we parked out by Coffee’s House?  That was where I first told you of my plans to come out here to San Francisco. First you said, “you’ll never go”.  And as we talked about it you saw that I was really in earnest about leaving. You said “Harlan, you better write to me every single day. You also said you loved me that night.  I don’t know whether you know you said it or not. The last night we had together is one I will never forget. Up on the Park Hill overlooking the railroad tracks. It doesn’t sound very romantic but it sure was.  I don’t believe that there are two other kids in the world who could be as close to one another as we were that night. 

I’m glad that nothing happened and also glad that what did happen happened.  I seemed to know that  someday you would be my wife,  never in all of my life have I had such a feeling. I think you are the swellest, sweetest and the loveliest girl in the world and I love you with all of my heart and soul.  Someday Sweetheart, you and I are going to be together. I sometimes feel we should get married Christmas and then again sometimes I feel we should get married November 26 and sometimes I think we should wait until the war is over.  What you think?

Well Darling, I think I had better close for the night.  I will continue this in the morning.  Good night Darling, I love you very much.  Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

Good morning Darling, how are you this morning? I am fine. There isn’t any news since last night, so I had better close and get this in the mail. I love you very much and miss you more this morning.  By the way I dreamt about you last night. Love Harlan

Thursday, October 29 42 6:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  How are you? I hope this finds you well happy and not as lonesome as I am.  I received your letter of Tuesday today it was swell, but I hope your eyes are better by now. Gosh Honey, I worry about you out there all alone no one to take care of you or look after you, take care of your clothes and things. It’s raining here today which means if I was at work, we, the wing would be shut down as it is lightning too. 

I did something today I hadn’t done yet at work. On the side of my machine there is a big wheel which you have to turn by hand when the motor is dead.  Well I turned it by hand, moving the whole machine by hand.  It was awfully hard, and my arm is all shaky and icky.  When you come home in December, I’m sure your girl, being young and pretty, will be old and weak and shaky. The two of us will have money but we will sure be a mess, physically (excuse me but they are playing “Alone” on the radio.

I have searched the paper inside and out looking for a picture of your ship that they’ve launched yesterday but of no avail…    Last week, however, I saw a picture of the “Oakland” which was launched form the Bethlehem Steel Yard in San Francisco.  Did you ever work on that one?  It was an awful pretty boat Honey if you did.

Gee but I’m tired and it seems like I’m always tired anymore till I get home and start writing to you. I don’t have a bit of news, darn it, so I don’t have a darn thing to write about.

Daddy just called to see how we were getting along.  Don’t know why he was worried after 20 years of living alone, but it was nice of him anyway.  Which reminds me, you haven’t said anything more about call calling Sunday night but as you won’t get this letter until Monday, there isn’t any sense in me asking you again about it. By the time you get this I will know.

Coming home from work tonight I heard a train whistle and I thought to myself, someday soon I’ll be in the station and I’ll be in the station and I’ll  hear the train whistle and I’ll think, My Honey is on that train and in a few minutes I’ll see him and I got the sweetest feeling.

Henry Aldrich is on now, remember when we used to hear him? I do.  (Henry Aldrich Editor 1942 – Jimmy Lydon – John Litel – Charles Smithhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4eyI1gEXZ_4)

Well Sweets,  five pages and nothing said.  I guess I better go now and take a bath and go to bed. I’m pooed.  How about you? Tomorrow night I’ll be better though. Good night Honey.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

10 PM Hello Again!  I just heard Bing Crosby and he said he was going to play golf with Bob Hope against two shipyard workers in San Francisco Sunday morning.  Gee honey, why don’t you go, he said it would be either in the morning or the afternoon.  I sure would go if I were you, it’s for the public. Why don’t you go? Please do… I’m all ready for bed now.  I love you very much and miss you more. Please keep your chin up.

“Yours” and “Yours” only and always “Yours” Janie

Oct 30, 42 Friday 5:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am Sunday afternoon, I hope. How are you? I hope this finds you both well and happy. I received two letters today. One telling me about your going out Sunday night with Syd.  I know just how you feel the girls have been after me to go out on a blind date with them and they can’t understand  why I don’t go either. Several times lately, we girls have started out together and then end up with a bunch of fellows and I always come home or have them bring me home before they go out. So I understand how you feel about the situation.  It’s awfully hard to hold out when they keep asking all the time.

I also received your ship slip.  Gee Honey that sure is swell. I’m very proud of you.

I’m going out with the girls to the show, then to Boyer’s, downtown. We want to go out as much as possible this next week because of Joyce leaving for LA a week from today and Eleanor and I will be changing shifts next Saturday. We get off work at 4 PM and have to be back at 12 AM that night and get off at 8 AM for seven weeks.  I work, eat, sleep and dream of Christmas and you. Oh yes!  I write letters too, but that will be the extent of my entertainment.

I have very little news, none in fact. I haven’t gotten a hold of your Mother yet. Oh yes, I will be here and ready for your phone call Sunday night.  It has been very gloomy here, nothing but damp rainy weather for a week and very cold. Why it doesn’t snow, I don’t know.

Well Sweets, I better go now so as I am running out of words. I hope you have a very nice time Sunday night.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Sunday October 18 through Saturday October 24, 1942

October 18, 42 Sunday 3 PM

Hi Honey: Well here I am again. How are you? I hope this finds you well happy and not as lonesome as I am because today, I’m terribly lonesome. It’s a beautiful day one of those days that we could take Herman and the blanket and two comic magazines and go out to the country and sit in the sun and read until dark and then go over to Fisher’s Maid-Rite for a coke and a Maid-rite, then last but not least over to Union Park for a smooch. Darlin’,  I love you and miss you more than I ever thought was possible and would give 10 years of my life to see you and Herman drive into the driveway this very minute. You know what? I wouldn’t even care what you had on. Can you imagine that? There isn’t any news. I just talk to your Mother, but she didn’t have much to say. Everyone around here is raking up leaves and burning them and it smells so nice around here, you know that fall smell.  Look Honey, I don’t have any more paper of any kind to write on so I think as long as I’m going to talk to you tonight, I will go now and take a little nap then tomorrow. I will write a nice one tomorrow. So I’ll see you tonight.

Janie drew the Big Dipper saying ”ll see you tonight’ because they would both be looking at the moon at the same time.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Look Honey, you’re Special just came and gosh was I ever scared when I saw the handwriting of Opal – Darling, how did you do it?  I’m awful sorry but if you can’t write, I can wait rather than have Opal write for you anything other than a note.

Goodbye Now My Sweet,  Janie

October 19, 42 Monday 10 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here it is Monday night and Dick he has gone to train to help fight this war. To keep our freedom and although we’re quite sad, we are very proud of him and Rosie because although Rosie didn’t have to go, they have a battle to win here at home; loneliness; and I know she and Little Dickie Jr. would get along O.K.  Poor little Dickie Jr., he didn’t quite know what was going on and although he knew something was going to happen, he wouldn’t let Dick out of his sight without crying and this evening he kept saying please don’t go away Daddy – “No”.  If it just hadn’t been for Dickie Jr.,  it wouldn’t have been so bad but the thought of Dick going away and leaving little Dickie Jr and Rosie all alone – I don’t know, it just doesn’t seem right.  Just think Honey, how much we miss each other now what if we had been married three years, had T & T and then had separated, how awful that would be.? Well that’s how it is for the kids and dozens of other couples like that.  We shouldn’t feel too bad. Dick will make a good sailor though; I just know he will. I didn’t ask for my leave today because of the accident in our wing, which upset the big shot very much, so I will see how he feels tomorrow.

Honey, I can’t get over our conversation last night.  It was perfect and so swell to hear you laugh. I think that boosted my spirits up more than anything else. It hasn’t changed a bit, your laugh I mean. Right after we hung up, I called the charge department and found out the charge of the call but Honey I’m not going to tell you, because whatever it was it was worth every penny of it.

While sitting at my machine today the foreman walked up and said that the big shots Wilkes hinted proudly that I was the next one start training on tool-setting and he said that tomorrow I could start setting the tools on my own machine with his permission.  So, Honey here I go!

Look, I forgot to tell you last night that I talk to your Mom about 5:00 PM yesterday and she wanted me to tell you that that letter she wrote Saturday night was rather blue and disregard it, but Honey I forgot all about everything but you, so I’m telling you now.

Well Sweets, I better go now as I am very tired. I will write tomorrow all about the Saturday night deal.  Take care of your wrists and be careful.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Good Night Sweetheart

I’ll bet I’ve told everyone about you coming home at Christmas Darling, the one and only thing this year I’m living for.   Janie

PS Say hello to Opal.  Does she know that I know about her?  (answer)

October 20, 42 Tuesday 8 PM

Hi Honey:

Well, here I am again.  How are you? I feel fine but I’m awfully tired tonight as I was on my feet all day and you know my back; well it’s keeping up to its aching.  How is everything with you?  I hope just fine and Opal too.

Honey, I told you Sunday night that I would tell you what we did Saturday night.  Please don’t be mad at me because we had lots of fun, the most fun in fact I’ve had since you left well here goes  –  Barbie. Yodie, Eleanor, Joyce and myself rented a hotel room at the Kirkwood Hotel.  Jodie and I were the ones who’s, name it was under, Mrs. John H Berhow and Miss Jolene Garard.   At 7 PM Saturday, Yodie and I, with two girls, went to the Kirkwood and got our room.  About a half an hour later, the rest of the kids came up. Well we left there about 8:30 PM and went over to Barbie’s.  We had dinner and a drink and then at 10 PM , well 8 PM your time when you said you were wondering what I was doing, I was at Babes listening to “Miss You” (MISS YOU ~ Eddy Howard & his Orchestra (1942) ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGiTPimgQWg).  Just then, a young soldier came up and asked me to dance but I said sorry I didn’t dance.  I felt sorry about it, but I just couldn’t dance with him to that particular piece at that particular time. Well anyway, about 11 PM we went over to the Franklin Tap Room and Honey that’s sure a swell place. Instead of tables, they had easy chairs sitting around with coffee table in front of them and it’s just like sitting in your or my living room or on the davenport,  only Honey, we weren’t drinking Pepsi-Cola.  Then about 12:00, we all went back to the room.   Yodie and I went right up to the 11th floor, Frankie and Barbie got off the 10th floor and walked on up and Eleanor and Joyce got off the 9th floor and walked up. Then we ordered sandwiches and the girls had bought a pint of Gin and we all had cocktails and eats and then we talked for a while. Joyce, poor Joyce, got sick and lost all of her refreshments etc. etc. and about 4 AM we got to bed, four in a bed and two on the floor and we got up at 9 AM.  Joyce had a terrible headache and so did I, but I think mine was too many cigarettes.  We went downstairs and ate breakfast, and all left the hotel. Oh, I forgot to tell you, while we were back at the Franklin, 6 boys from Drake came over and sat down by us.  Trinkie and Barbie danced but the rest of us didn’t. The whole party, plus the presents I told you we bought the girls costs us $30.00.  That was $5.00 a piece not bad. I hope you don’t mind me using your name. Please don’t.

There isn’t any other news to speak of around here, especially Momie is feeling kind of low still because of Dick.  Rose got a card from him this afternoon that he wrote last night just before he left on the train saying he was going to Chicago.  So I suppose he is there, and most settled by now.

Look Sweets, I better go now because I want to be at bed by 9:00, so I will write again tomorrow night.  Good night Harlan My Honey.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Please don’t think too bad of me.  It is now 10:00 PM and I reopen this letter to tell you Harlan I miss you terribly Honey. I would give almost anything to see you walk into the living room. I don’t know but every day it seems to get worse.  Oh Christmas; hurry hurry hurry. I love you Darling. please love me like I love and miss you.  Janie

October 21, 42 Wednesday 8:00 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  One more day closer to Christmas and you. And absolutely no news whatsoever. So don’t know what I’m going to write about. How are you? I hope this letter finds you both well and happy. 

I haven’t talk to your Mom for some time but will call her tomorrow. I also received a letter today but no question so there are no answers to writ  So gosh, I really don’t have a darn thing to write about. We got a card from Dick today saying that he was about an hour outside of Chicago and he liked the bunch of fellows he was with very much. They were swell shipmates. Doesn’t that sound funny coming from Dick? I’ll say.  I’m sure glad you like your new room.  Do you go out and eat or do you look your own meals or does your land lady fix meals or what.  And are your rooms connected or not and tell me everything there else there is to tell. 

Excuse me but they are playing “At Last”,  Have you heard it? If so, how do you like it?   (Orchestra Wives (1942) – “At Last” – YouTube ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcEgvKb_V90)

Joyce is leaving a week from Friday to go back to San Diego. Earl, her boyfriend wants her to come back and like she says, she has nothing to hold her here, so she’s going. They’re going to be married in May.  She wants me to go with her but – Oh how I wish I could.  Katy is having a shower for Barbara Jiglem next Wednesday, so I’ll be going to that, I guess.

Well Sweets, I better close this now as, well I am tired, I guess. I will write again tomorrow.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s 

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

October 22, 42, Thursday 8:00 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again, well but very tired as I have been on my feet all day again today and my old back is really going to town ,so I’m going to bed as soon as I finish this letter. I received two letters today from you, both of which were swell, especially the long one.  Long letters from My Honey, oh how I love long letters from you.

About you wondering about what I said about me being upset about something that I couldn’t tell you until after the war. Well Honey, it is something that happened out at the plant and it’s a military secret so I can’t tell you see, understand? I hope so.How are you by the way? I’m listening to ”Henry Aldrich”, he’s good tonight.    (https://www.oldtimeradiodownloads.com/comedy/aldrich-family/aldrich-family-42-06-18-150-selling-christmas-cards)

And Harlan, I’m sorry I jumped into conclusions about Opal but Honey, I just thought maybe you and Opal might be busy some night and you might not have time to write. But I’m sure glad you said you would write me no matter what you did.

Look Darling, I haven’t a darn thing to write about, not a darn thing.  So maybe I better close, so I can go to bed. I’m awfully tired.  Please forgive me for this letter because I know it isn’t much, but I don’t really feel good.

So I’m sending you my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s looking forward to weeks from Sunday and am living for Christmas time and Harlan, make that excuse good!

Love “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Oh just think, six heavenly days you for me, me for you. Honey, I can be happy, content and go on just as long as I know you are coming home at Christmas, 9 weeks from today, only 9 weeks. 63 days. 1515 hours. Oh Darling, when I think of it, I get all funny feeling inside, all happy and oh I don’t know but it sure is a swell feeling. But I must go now. 

Good night Honey    xxxxx’s    Janie

Friday October 23, 1942

Hello Darlin’

I received your letter this morning telling me what you and the girls said Saturday night.  Did you get tight? Who bought the pint of Gin for you? Answer please!  Remember the promise about how many drinks each one of us would have. I haven’t broken mine.

I’m not mad Darling, but your idea of fun seems to be changing and my way of thinking, they are not any better. Maybe if I would try it, I might get a kick out of it. Would you want me to try it? I don’t want to sound like a preacher, so I won’t say any more about it.

I went bowling last night. My bowling score was in wasn’t any too good. I have a good excuse this time though.  I don’t like excuses, so I won’t make this one. Score was 95, 111, 156, and 148. I went with a friend of mine at the yard.  We got off work at 11:30 I washed my face and hands at the washroom and drove home and got a clean pair of socks and then went straight to the alley. I had a Coke. That was about the 3rd Coke I’ve had since I’ve been here. I’ve had two or three, Tom Collins since I’ve been here.

You know, today is the 23rd.  In two months I plan on being home at this time. I hope.  I have a lot of things to say and it is getting rather late, so I had better close and continue when I get home tonight.  That is if you don’t mind. Okay? Okay! I will mail this out in the morning thus making it your Sunday Special. I still love you

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

Hello Darlin, well another night’s work is over. I have just had a shower and I am now writing to my favorite brunette. I hope this finds you both well as and as lonesome as I am. I’ve had a lot of time to think since this morning. I’m glad you had a lot of fun but please for our sakes be careful. I don’t want you getting yourself into any trouble without me there to try to help you. I know I really could use your you right now and from now on. I have been mixed up all day today I don’t quite know what it is all about. I can’t understand it. I seem to feel that something is going to happen. I don’t know what it is, or whether it is good or bad. All I know is that Christmas is mighty close. I can hardly wait. I was going to ask you to marry me when I got there, whether it would do any good or not, but now I don’t know. When I think of Dick and Rosie and how they are split now. But on the other hand, I’ll bet they would do it all over again if they could or rather had to do it all over again.  If they hadn’t, they wouldn’t have little Dickie Jr. 

I think I’m going to a lot of trouble with you when we do get married. You won’t want to give up that job and all that money. I don’t think you are going to want to give it up before we get married and come out here and work. There aren’t any good jobs out here for girls, so when you come out, we had better be husband-and-wife. Doesn’t that sound swell! I know we should wait until a year from November 26. But I sure hate all this waiting. It wouldn’t be so bad if you were here with me or vice versa, I guess we are lucky though. It’s getting rather late, so I had better close. I love you and everything about you, just the way you were when I left. Please don’t change a bit.   I know it’s fun to do things a little different but please be careful, for I love you and miss you so much and I’m just living for you. I have had chances to go out with Syd on dates, but I told him I just don’t want to. He can’t quite understand it.  I know you do though. Every day that goes by brings me a step closer to you and every penny I save is going to mean a little more security for you, T & T and Herman. 

I wish I was a poet or song writer so I could write something as to the effect of how I feel about you.

All the love I have I give to you.  Good night Sweetheart

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

October 11 through 17, 1942

Monday 10:30 PM October 13, 1942

Hi Honey:

Please forgive me Darling but I didn’t write you a letter last night.  You see I was terribly upset about something which I can’t tell you about until after this war is over, so please please forgive me O.K???

Well how are you Honey? I feel pretty good. I just arrived home from town and shopping. I bought a pair of gloves and a new alligator purse to match my shoes and a screwy little hat, which you will see at Christmas. They are the accessories to the suit you gave me.

Well how’s the work coming along? Not too hard, I hope. Mine is just swell. I didn’t receive a letter today but as long as I get a Special today, I will have no room to complain.

As you know, Neal Ashley has been trying to get me to go out with him for weeks.  Well the other day I received a letter from him saying he wanted to ask me once more and if I didn’t go then, that was the last time he would ask me. He said there was no use stringing each other along or wasting each other’s time. Doesn’t take a lot of nerve? You can bet I’m not even going to answer the letter.

I haven’t talked to your Mom since Saturday and Honey every time she calls, I’m afraid she has heard about Opal and when she doesn’t call for a long time, I’m scared too. Have you heard anything further? I’m very proud of you getting the E in school but Honey everything you do, you excellently, Ahem. 

Say, why the cross marks for periods now? Something new huh?  Talking of back rubs, I sure wish you were here again tonight to rub mine; it’s killing me.  Lately I don’t know what’s wrong. I think it’s from being on my feet all day.

Say Harlan did you receive your car ration yet???

Darling, I know that life is very short and like you and I sometimes wonder if this long separation is worth it. I miss you terribly and lots of times Maybe I’ll be getting ready to go someplace with the girls and I’ll stop and think ‘Am I having the fun?’ I think I am, no I’m not, because all the time, no matter what I do, there is something missing and Honey it’s you. Nothing is complete. Like next Saturday night, I’ll be laughing and enjoying myself when suddenly I’ll here a piece and I’ll stop laughing and think I’m not having near the fun I used to have when Harlan was home. Then I’ll think of how I’m wish he was here. Because I love him and when you love a person you want him near you all the time.   I better close now Honey before I get to feeling sorry for myself and it’s you, I should feel sorry for. I’ll write again tomorrow.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS Talk to us Sunday night, remember 10 PM our time at your house

Harlan, your Sunday special was perfect.  Those are the kind I like. Almost brought tears to my eyes.  O.K. it did. I’m sorry.

October 13, 1942 Tuesday 6:30 PM

Hi Honey:   I’m just listening to “I’m Dreaming of a White Christmas” (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQyy8SpDpTY). 

Harlan, I would like to know if you are planning to come the home the week of Christmas or the week of New Year’s because I’m going to ask for four or five days (excuse me but I am now listening to “Somewhere Sometime I’ll Come Back to You”) off  and I have to ask for it now or I won’t get it. You see, I thought if you could leave Saturday night, December 26, you would arrive here about Monday night the 28th and then you could spend Tuesday or Wednesday with your folks, and I would ask for Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday off. I will be on the swing shift then from 4:00 to midnight.  Now I know you won’t know for sure but maybe you could make a guess because I should know and very soon. So please let me know very soon.

How are you darling? I hope everything is going along swell. You see I didn’t get a letter yesterday or today so I’m wondering. I forgot to tell you in my letter last night that your Sunday Special was swell all that I have read it a dozen times. If you are hurt or are ill please have someone write a note telling me so because Harlan, you know how it is not to get a letter when you come home from work and when I don’t get a letter for a couple of days, the thoughts immediately pops into my mind; maybe he’s coming home but I know that’s impossible so the next thing is he’s either ill or something terrible has come up. The last time I didn’t receive a letter for two days, the third day the letter came about Opal, so you see now tomorrow I’m looking for bad news. Harlan, I probably shouldn’t say this, but if Opal comes over to your place, please hide my letters because there are quite a few I wouldn’t want her to read, so please do this for me. Please.

I talked to your Mom a few minutes ago and she said that she hadn’t heard from you since Sunday and she hasn’t heard from Opal since Friday. She received the money O.K. By the way, have I by any chance done or said anything to hurt you or make you mad at me? Is that why I haven’t received any letters?

Honey, it was 38 months and a day ago we met. I wish it was August 12, 1939 again and we were just meeting, just think of the beautiful years we would have together. I’ll never in all of my life forget these special years. Nor will I forget this one 1942, war, separation, trouble, money, everything but each other. I’m sorry we do have each other, don’t we?  Excuse me the phone is ringing.

Well Honey, now I know what you already know. It was your Mom, and Marilyn and Ray are home and Opal is in San Francisco with you. Now I know why you haven’t written. Honey, why didn’t you write me and tell me yourself? Well there’s nothing more for me to say so I’ll close, if you’re too busy to write, I don’t mind.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Say, Harlan I wish I could talk you right now, not just because I miss you but because I am all mixed up.

October 14, 1942 Wednesday 7:30 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again well – I received your letter of Sunday and Monday morning. It was a nice letter. A very nice letter in fact but you didn’t say where Opal is staying or anything other than she was there.

There isn’t any news. I talked to Marilyn last night and she said you hadn’t changed much to speak of and that you looked swell and talked about me all the time. AND — you had a crew cut!  Now why didn’t you tell me that????  And what about the picture of you and your crew cut which I asked about a month ago. Remember, I asked you if got one please have your picture taken. Come on Honey give in – – I want one very bad and do you think it will be grown out by Christmas? Say did you received my Special Sunday? (Answer please) And you didn’t say whether it was O.K. to call Sunday night or not. You should get this letter by Saturday thus being able to answer in my Sunday Special whether its O.K. or not as I said before I will call at 10 PM our time at your house phone.  Will you be there, and will you be alone??? Gee I hope this gets there by Saturday.

Honey, I don’t care what you do.  Just so you come home in December. Because that is what I am living and working for and I know you are too.

I haven’t heard from Donna for some time, but Jerry went by Webb’s house the other day and there were two service starts in the window, so Frank must be in some service.

Look Honey Dear, I am very tired, so I think I better go. So I will write again tomorrow. I’m sending all of my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s to you “My Honey”.

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS How are you?

Don’t be alarmed at this Special you will get one Sunday too.

October 15 42 Thursday 30 p.m.

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  How are you?  Me? Well this girl is very tired; I ran two machines for over an hour today and it’s a job to keep one going let alone two. You see I had to fill one up then while it was running out I had to run over to the other machine and fill it up and while it ran, run back to the first one and fill it up again and that went on for an hour and 15 min., so as I said before I’m really tired.

I received two letters today, one written Sunday morning at 1:30 AM and the other written Tuesday. What goes on here?

Honey, about that picture I sent, I was only teasing you, I’m sorry it set you so. I won’t do it again. I still have my cold;  I can’t seem to shake it at all.

Dick and Rosie want Momie and I to come over tonight so I guess we will walk over because as you know Dick is leaving for the Navy Monday. – I don’t know what we’re going to do without big Dick around. Dick will be here when I call Sunday night and I’m going to have him say hello to you, so please be sure to wish him good luck, won’t you dear?  By the way, I will do as you asked and call at 8 PM our time so you can go out afterwards, so please be at the phone and waiting because the only thing that will stop my call is the fact that the lines may be busy but at exactly 8 PM our time I will start calling you.

The girls and I are going to the North / Lincoln game tomorrow Friday night, then up to Boyce’s for a coke.  Lincoln has a good team, but I think North can handle them. Ahem—

Harlan they’re playing “Some Body Else is Taking My Place”  ( Somebody Else Is Taking My Place – Peggy Lee and the Benny Goodman Orchestra ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ht3TuMZeljMand hit home because somebody else is taking my place right at the present and sometimes I find myself being a little jealous but don’t you dare tell Opal and please don’t let her read my letter because what I write in them is for you and you alone.

Please excuse the handwriting but my arm aches tonight, so that I can hardly hold the pen.

Well Sweets, I better go as Momie is ready to leave. I’m glad you bought some new clothes, after all if you can’t have some things you want now, you never can Honey.  So when spend your money on yourself, you’re doing just what I want to do.

Well as I said before I have to go now. I’m sending this Special, so you have no excuse for not being right at the phone at 6 PM Sunday, October 18, 1942.  Exactly 3 months from the time you went away and left us all. And Darling, please try to find out about when you can leave to come home Christmas so you can give me some idea Sunday when we talk and that way I can ask right away for my leave in December.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS I love you Harlan very much and want you –—-

October 16, 1942 Friday 5:00 PM

Hello My Honey:

Well here I am again, and do I feel good ? You bet!  Just think I’m off for two whole days, Saturday and Sunday.  How are you? If you feel just half as good as I do, you’re pretty good. There’s only one thing missing and Harlan it’s you. I have money, new clothes and places to go, but no Harlan.  In your letter you said you wonderedhowwe would act when we saw each other at Christmas time and I’ve often thought about that. I’ve often thought about that whether we would just stand and look for a minute or run into each other’s arms. But I’m not going to worry about it because I know no matter what we do, we will end up in each other’s arms and that Dear, is what I’m living for.

I received two letters both which were swell, especially the last one with all of that lovely,  glorious, beautiful mushy.  Oh how I Love it.  But do you know what Harlan,  Tuesday I received a letter and you forgot to say, “I love you very much”.  Now how could you forget that? I can hardly wait until I get to the end of your letters just to read those five words.

Gosh Honey, I don’t have a bit of news. I miss you terribly.  Sometimes I miss you so much I get kind of skeared because I think I am really worth all he is going through.  I’m worth the grand guy who is so sweet, honest, sincere and loyal to me.  Who loves me so and is my love for him enough, yet I don’t see how it would be any greater?  Cause every day it grows more, when I’m sitting at my machine, I think of the things we used to do.  Maybe it’s a kiss and I’ll get all warm and nice easy feeling inside me then all of a sudden, a shiver runs up and down my back and I wonder if you feel the same way. When I feel that way, I could scream because I want you near me every minute and you are so far away, but the letters and phone calls help a lot.  Don’t they honey?

Well Sweets, I’m getting awfully mushy.  I’m afraid. PLEASE be more careful with those fires.

Well Sweets, I better go now as I must wipe the dishes. I will write again tomorrow.

I send all of my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS I will talk to you tonight (Sunday I mean)

Saturday 1:30 October 17, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

Well another day closer to Christmas. I received two letters this morning before I went to work. Darling,  I fell at work today and sprained my right wrist. I absolutely can’t write anymore. I love you.

Love & xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

Good morning darling, my wrist is still pretty sore. So I will answer all of your letters when I can. It will be about a book long. 

I love you very much.

Love & xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

October 1 through 10, 1942

Thursday 2:45 October 1, 1942

Hi Honey:

Well this is my day off and darn it I didn’t get a letter and I thought it would be so nice to read my letter the minute it arrives instead of having to wait until night. But I’m sure there will be one tomorrow.

How are you? I hope well and happy. There isn’t any news. I dreamt about you last night, about you coming home. Always, I see you coming home. 

I feel down-right strange being home all day instead of at work. In a way I’m glad however, because I have a terrible cold and feel rotten. A cigarette doesn’t even taste good, so I’ve been laying around drinking ginger ale. 

Tomorrow is payday and I intend to put about $15 in the bank. Last week I didn’t put any in because of buying Chuck’s and Daddy’s birthday presents. Which set me back about $10. I bought Dad a real swell gabardine jacket with a zipper lining and I bought Chuck a pair of hunting gloves, you know those special kinds. I haven’t talk to your Mom for a couple of days, so I’ll call her tomorrow. 

Tonight, because we didn’t go out last night, we girls are going bowling. I’m going to buy a pair of bowling shoes next week. 

Momie says hello and to be a good boy.  You are, aren’t you? Sure!

Well this isn’t much of a letter but it’s better than nothing and as there is nothing more to write about, I will close. Did you get the ring? 

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s   “Your” Darlin’ Janie

1:30 Thursday,  October something 1942

Hello Darlin’

Well, can’t even keep track of the days. Anyhow I just got two swell letters, in fact two perfect letters. I will answer all the questions one letter at a time.

No. 1. Yes, you guessed right about the lonesome part. No I haven’t heard, talk to or seen any girl that interest me. There’s only one girl for me and you should know her very well. You’ve spent all of your life with her. I am awfully sorry about your hand. You take good care of it now. I’m very proud of you for coming so close breaking the record at the plant. I’m glad to get all of the pictures of you I can so please send all you get. I was kind of worried about the pin I sent. It wasn’t a very good way to send it.  We will make up for lost kisses at Christmas.

No. 2, You are going to have to write a long time because a love like I have for you is the kind that lasts forever. I am glad your hand is better. I will skip something now and come back to it later.

About Opal, I’m not sure as of yet. I still think they’re making a mistake by not telling the folks. But I’ll l know more about it after Sunday.  Yes, I’m sure about Opal being pregnant because she told me so herself after I guessed it. I received a letter from her saying she was sorry I had to find out the way I did. 

Now back to what I skipped – I don’t want disillusion you about coming home Christmas. I may take the train instead of a plane.  I don’t know for sure yet. You see it will cost me a little more and I may not be able to really afford it. The more money I spend, the longer it’ll take me to save up enough so we can get married. I know you will understand. We may have two or three days less together but may be able to get married a month earlier. But we will decide about it when Christmas gets here. Every time I read the part in your letter about meeting me at the station, it just about drives me nuts. It’s really going to be wonderful. Just think it will be almost 5 months. I hope we never have to stay apart again not long. It is getting rather late so I better close. I love you more and more every day.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

PS I will call you Sunday night about 6:00 our time from Sacramento

PS Good Night Sweetheart.

Sunday 8:45 October 4, 1942

Hi Honey:

Gee, that was sure short and snappy and I was so sure of hearing about Opal, but I heard your voice and know you are well and safe and heard you say you loved me, so I’m satisfied. I only wish it could have been person to person with me in your arms.  Oh Honey, after these phone calls, I just about go crazy because I miss you so.  But fall is here, then the snow, then Christmas is next.  Every time I think of Christmas, I have shivers going up and down my back, just the thought of seeing you again.  I’ll probably go into convulsions when I do see you. Just think, every phone call brings us two weeks closer together.

While there isn’t much news except my promotion.  You see the men are being inducted into the Army rapidly from the plant and they can’t get any more so today three of us girls were called into the big shots office and he told us that we three girls had been called for the first trial girl tool – setters.  Well was I surprised, he said he had been watching all three of us and he noticed we all took unusual interest in our machines, so he chose us to try out. Pat started to train today but the other one and I won’t start until we get someone to take our machines. We train for about two months at $31 a week, our regular salary and then when we are full-pledged tool setters we get $.80 an hour or $43.60 a week and then in a month we jumped to $.90 an hour or $48 a week. Gosh, if everything goes okay and I can take it, I’ll have so much money. I figure I’ll buy 20% in bonds which will be about $9.66 a week and then put $15 or 20 a week in the bank.

While Sweets, I better go.  Now listen, if you haven’t received the ring by the time you get this letter, let me know at once and I will go down and see about it because I had it insured. I have to go to bed now so good night Honey,  thanks for calling.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s “Your” Darlin’ Janie

I received your special Harlan. It was swell. Say, I think that idea about November 26, 43 is pretty swell but we will see.

Janie

Monday 10:00 PM October 6

Hi Honey,

Well here I am again.  How are you? I hope fine and well.

There isn’t much news. I haven’t talk to your Mom for some time because she hasn’t been home. 

Eleanor, Joyce, Udy and I went downtown tonight had dinner and shopped. Had lots of fun. Sunday we’re going to go to the stage show. Monday we’re going horseback riding and a week from Saturday night we are going to have a big party for Barbie and Joyce because of their past birthdays. After that everything will be very dull until Christmas.   Oh Happy day!

Say about this school you’re going to attend.  What is it and when do you go?  What time I mean and how long are you going to go? It seems to me you won’t have much time to yourself. Now Honey, there is no sense in one’s working yourself. I know you are working very hard now.

I think I will start training for my tool setting job in about three weeks and then about a month later I should get my raise. But we will see.

Look Honey, there isn’t any news and this little girl is very tired, so will write again tomorrow. I received a letter today but not the one about the jam you got in.

Good night Honey

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Tuesday 8:30 PM October 6, 42

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again.  How are you? I hope well and happy. Tonight I feel terrible instead of my cold getting better it’s getting worse. But it has gone down into my back and it sure aches tonight. I wish you were here to squeeze me right in the right spot, remember how I used to ask you to hug me real tight?

Today at the plant there was an awful mess.  There are Two girls who have been working in our wing ever since it was built and when they found out about us three girls been chosen for the tool-setting jobs they had a fit. They went to the big shots office and said if they weren’t put in before me, they would quit. Well the supervisor said he couldn’t afford to have two good operators leave, so they could start first. Well when I heard that I naturally thought my chance was gone but the foreman told me that they will still want me to try out for it in because they thought I would make a better than average grade on it. But later this afternoon some of the girls told me that one of these two girls even insinuated that the reason I got the chance was because I was young, pretty and flirted with the big shot. Personally I don’t blame them for being sore because I was chosen first as long as I only have been there seven weeks and they have been there about four months. So – – – it will be about a month before I start training. But the new tool-setters are all swell and my tool-setter is always teaching me things.  He said he would show me anything I wanted to know. Then know it when I start to train, I will know almost all about it and wouldn’t be so far behind the other girls. In fact all, of the tool-setters are helping me learn on the fly.

I’m sure sorry about that accident and Honey you just get your dander up and say your little piece because you didn’t do it and you shouldn’t have to pay for it.

Darn you – you sure didn’t tell me much about Opal and I thought sure you would tell me all about it. I received two letters from you today, one was written Saturday and the other written Monday morning before you went to the adjusters.  So you can see the mails all mixed up. Your letters are very sweet Honey.  If it wasn’t for the letters, I won’t be able to live. I’m sitting at the big library table in the living room in front of the two windows listening to “Fibber McGee and Molly.”  ( Otis Cadwallader ~ Tuesday, October 6, 1942 – 30:00 – NBC, sponsored by Johnson’s Wax https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tA3Atp_ROPc)

Excuse me Dear –  back again.  Your Mom just called, she said she just received a letter from Opal, and she said that Marilyn was going to be married next Saturday and her boyfriend will get his commission the 15th and Opal is going to call your Mom and tell her if she is coming home or going with the kids.  So Honey, I wish this mess was settled.  Every day I wonder what will come tomorrow.

Well Honey, I better go now cause I’m tired.

I Love you Harlan, remember no matter what I do or say it’s for your own sake and because I love you. I will write again tomorrow.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS Always remember that please

PS When will Max be out of school?  Graduate I mean? Answer!

Bob Hope is on now, he is broadcasting from Frisco.  (Originated from Presidio, San Francisco, Guest: Pvt. Charles Heinrichs. http://martingrams.blogspot.com/2014/02/bob-hopes-radio-program-on-tour.html.)

Wednesday 1:30 PM October 7, 42

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again. I suppose you’re wondering at this time stated above but I had such a backache I couldn’t go to work this morning. I’m out in the backyard laying in the grass writing this letter and Honey it’s beautiful out here.  The trees are just beginning to turn, the leaves are red and orange and yellow and green, and the sun is shining.  Harlan, our simple little backyard is beautiful right now, it looks just like a picture. I wish I had the talents of an artist so I could paint it and send it to you. The sun is too hot so I’m on the swing now.

Janie’s back yard swing

Gee, I wish you were here. Tonight’s our date night, remember? I used to let you come over every Wednesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Gee, am I sorry now. Honey, wouldn’t it be swell if we the both of us could stay at either my house or your house. And you come home in December you know what I mean either you move here for a week or I move to your folk’s house for a week? Boy that would be perfect, don’t you think? Answer!  Well Honey, as near as I can figure half of the time is up, only two months and about two weeks and you will be here.  You’ll be here with me for about 4 to 6 precious days. I’m just living for the day when I get the word.

“Janie, am leaving on the __?__ train December. __?__ will arrive at __?__ o’clock December __?__ Meet me. Love Harlan”

It took Joyce a little less than three days, so for three days I’ll be in heaven waiting and knowing you are coming closer every minute, the days you are here I all be someplace better than have been – I’ll be in your arms. While Sweets, I’m getting kind of mushy so I better close now and go get cleaned up. So bye for now

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS I’m afraid there wasn’t much in this letter, but I want to write you and didn’t have any news so just wrote what came into my mind.  Hope you don’t mind.

Wed. Eve, 9:00pm Oct 6

Hi Honey:

I just arrived home from Dick’s house and as it was only 9:00 pm I decided to write a note to “My Honey”.  Tonight we had some fun.  After dinner, Toots and I started a fire with the fallen leaves.  Pretty soon all the little kids in the neighborhood were here and gee it was nice.

Tomorrow night however, we are really going to do it up right.  Toots is going to rake up her yard and Momie (excuse me but Harlan, they are playing “Be Careful It’s My Heart”) (BING CROSBY – Be Careful It’s My Heart (1942)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ByQTKnlxl2o) and I’ll  rake ours then we are going to burn them all together, so we ought to have a nice fire.  Honey, its beautiful out tonight.  The stars are very bright, but just a minute ago they looked a little blurred to me.  The Big Dipper was outstanding.  I said to myself “I wish Harlan was here beside me (excuse me but now they are playing “One Dozen Races”)  (1942 HITS ARCHIVE: One Dozen Roses – Harry James (Jimmy Saunders, vocal) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPTH4TmBh2Y)  and I could turn and have him kiss me and hold me in a precious embrace.  Then pick me up and carry me up to the door and kiss me again.  But not good night, cause then we could go out to Herman and smooch a while.  It would be a lot different from the old times because I wouldn’t run when you tried to pick me up and I wouldn’t refuse to go our and smooch.  So you see, things have changed with me and (excuse me but they are now playing “Wonder When My Baby’s Coming Home?”) (Wonder When My Baby’s Coming Home (1942) – Dale Evans  ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gv-Y_Dp5tqk   my ideas and I think you will like the change.

I didn’t receive a letter today, but one will be here waiting for me when I come home from work tomorrow.  How are my letters coming through?  I hope better.

Well Sweetheart, I better go now as I must press my slacks and take a bath so’s I can go to bed so’s I can get up tomorrow so’s I can earn more money so’s I can put it in the bank, See!  So good night Honey.  I love you and miss you very much.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS How did you come out with the adjusters?  And be good and careful and stay out of trouble (excuse please but they are now playing “Miss You”) (1942 HITS ARCHIVE: Miss You – Dinah Shorehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q55Am5RTtkg). I’m just about going crazy with these pieces all the time playing.

Love Janie

PSS Harlan have you heard the piece “At Last”?  It says my love has come along but mine came after he left.  (At Last (1942) – Frances Langford ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48f35apCxP4)

Thursday 6 PM October 8, 1942

Hi Honey:

Here I am again. How are you? I hope you feel just fine. 

There isn’t any news.  I received two letters today which made me feel pretty good. I hope you come out O.K. with the adjusters and I’m also glad you think you are learning to stand on your own. Harlan there are a few questions I would like to ask you and I want to please answer them.

First of all, just what do you mean when you say you do not want to hurt Opal any more than she had already been hurt?   And second, if Opal comes to San Francisco to live, what are you going to do with her when you come home Christmas time? And third, who is going to take care of her when the time comes for her to go to the hospital? Which will be about 1 January. Now Harlan, please answer these questions.

Tomorrow is my day off but I’m going to get up and go out to the plant with Don and get my check.  Because if I don’t, I’ll have to wait until Saturday at 5:00 after work and if I wait until Saturday, I won’t have any money tomorrow or Saturday.

We aren’t feeling in very high spirits around here as Dickie is leaving a week from Monday (next Monday the 12th).  You see, he gets up in the morning, reports at the recruiting station, at 8:00 and won’t be back for two months. It just doesn’t seem possible that my big brother is going to war.   Dickie Junior seems to sense his Daddy is going away and cries every time Dick goes to work or even leaves him for a second. Harlan, the war is really beginning to head home now.  You didn’t answer one of my questions about school.  Why?????? Pretty soon I’m going to quit asking questions!  Would you like that?

Well I better go now Sweets as I have to dry dishes. I will write again tomorrow.  Now please answer these questions immediately. 

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Friday 4:15 PM October 9, 42

Hi Honey:

Well Honey, here is my Special and I’m afraid there isn’t going to be much in it.  Now listen carefully, I’m not going to call you this Sunday but next Sunday, October 18.  I will call you at your boarding house at approximately 10 PM our time, O.K? And another thing, as I mail this letter, I’m also sending you a package which I spent my whole afternoon off wrapping. I’m going to send it Special Delivery so it shouldn’t take so long for it to arrive. I hope you like what is inside of it. Don’t get all excited however, because it isn’t much.  But I would appreciate it very much if you would let me know when you get it.

Harlan, I miss you more every day, every day I say how can I miss him more and somehow the next day I miss you more. Say Honey, I have heard that song “I’m Dreaming of a White Christmas”  ( Bing Crosby – White Christmas (1942) Original Version ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9QLn7gM-hY) and I’m crazy about it. But every time I think that you might not be able to come home Christmas I could break down and cry without very much encouragement. I hate to get my hopes too high, but it seems to help a lot when I think that in about two months, I will see him again.

About Donna and Frank, I guess they are about or rather are all through.  Donna hasn’t heard from him since the week before she left for Chicago. I have had only two letters from her since she left, and I guess it’s because I haven’t written her. Momie and Daddy both send their love and best wishes and Honey I put $8.00 in the bank today.  So slowly but surely, I’m getting there.  By Christmas I should have over $125.  I hope so. I also paid some more on your present. Oh boy, just wait until you see it at Christmas. I know what I want from you, but I won’t tell.

While Sweets I better close now as I must get this in. Remember dear Harlan, I love you very much.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

I think I have lost your phone number so please send it again. Now don’t forget.

Love Janie

Hi Honey:

Well I just arrived home from work and what a day. We had a terrible explosion in our wing but don’t worry it wasn’t my time to go. I guess I’m pretty safe because that fortuneteller told me I would live until I was a grand 70 years old.

How are you? I hope just fine. I talked with your Mom last night and she said Marilyn’s boyfriend was to get his wings Saturday and his orders telling him where to go.  So I guess the kids will have to get married on the train to wherever they are to go.

I received your Special this morning, but I would still get one tomorrow one night, wont I Honey? It was the one you wrote Thursday 1:30 AM October 8.  Honey, I am sincerely sorry about these letters of my not coming through. I swear I’m writing you every day, even if only in note. Excuse me Dear, up the phone is ringing.

Back again. It was Frankie stating that she wanted to go with us tomorrow night to meet Barbie when she comes in from Chicago, so that’s that.

As I was saying, I’m sorry about my letters because I know it’s no fun coming home and no letter. But Honey, what can I do. I know I will just go right down to the post office and give them the devil and see that ‘that will do’. Look Honey, your letters haven’t been mushy lately is there a reason? Are you mad??

I love you and you are in my heart and mind every minute of the day and I wish with all of my will that you were here but the best I can do is send – All my love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s and oooooooooo’s

One more O.K. X  One More Oh O.K.

Darling, I wish you will never find out when no how much I miss you and how much I would get to see you all just for a minute and have you hold me in your arms  I hate to be mushy but this time I can’t help it but I’m sorry.  Please love me and always do.

PS I have to close as I must eat. Bye Bye.

This is the first of many envelopes that Janie wrote a note or code on the back.

September 27 through 30, 1942

September 28, 1942

Hello Sweetheart,

Well here I am again well and – well I’m well. How are you? Me too (lonesome I mean) –Honey, there simply isn’t any news at all and what am I to write about? I received another letter from Neal requesting my presence at a dinner party and theater but nuts, I have that no desire to grant his request. By the way Sweets, have you seen any girls who interest you?

Harlan the next time you are near the jukebox play the piece “Just as Though You Were Here”  (1942 HITS ARCHIVE: I Remember You – Jimmy Dorsey (Bob Eberly, vocal))  it fits my actions to a team.  Gee Harlan, I wish I was there too, to sew on your buttons and patch your holes.

I just arrived home from town with the girls. We met Pat Sherman and two other fellows and had a Coke with them and that my dear is the first time I have ever sat next to a fellow since you left.

Please excuse the writing as I cut my hand at work today and had to go to First Aid.  They must have a surplus of bandages as they sure were generous with them on me, so it’s kind of hard to write. It seems if  you’re not hurt, either I don’t feel good or I’m hurt.

Honey, I put out 26,000 cases yesterday, which is 500 short of the record set in the wing, so I feel pretty good. I’m sure glad you liked the pictures. Momie is going to take more next week and I’ll send them.

I sent your ring today or rather tonight, so it will probably arrive about Friday or Saturday. I hope you like it. The pin you sent was or is darling, I wear it on my suit coat lapel.

Well Honey, I better go, this letter is a mess. Tomorrow I’m going to have them take some of these bandages off my hand and will be able to write better tomorrow night

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS Right now I would give almost anything for one of those kisses you like. I love you Honey

Tuesday 5:00 PM September 29, 1942

Hi Honey:

I just arrived home from work and found two letters waiting for me. Gee that was sure swell and both of them so long. One was written Sunday at 12 PM and the other Monday at 9 AM. I can’t understand about the letters last week because Honey, I wrote a letter every day except last Sunday, September 20 the date you called. You see, I write any time between 5:00 PM and 10:00 PM at night and if I write early enough,  I run up to Forest with it and it goes out on the 11:00 PM plane.  Otherwise it doesn’t go out until the 5:00 PM plane the next day. But I write every night and I always have and as long as our love lasts, I will no matter what.

My hand is somewhat better tonight.  They took three quarters of the bandages off, so my writing is considerably better.

How are you?  I hope fine. 

It’s funny about your dreaming about me coming and surprising you because many a night I have laid in bed and thought how swell it would be to have the money to go and get on a plane (the 11:30 AM) and be waiting in your room at night when you come home from work, but Honey fall is here and next comes the snow and cold weather and then before you know it Christmas and I’ll be driving (if there is enough gas in the car) out to the airport to meet the man I love and you will step out of the plane and I’ll be standing at the gate for you to come and lock me in your arms. I haven’t had a fellow’s arms around me since you left and I am patiently waiting for the wonderful embrace after our separation of too many months. I miss you more than I can say and every night I kiss your picture good night and say to myself one more day gone and each day brings me closer to you Harlan.

I just talk to your Mom and she said Max’s Mother thinks that Max and Opal were married when he was out there so she, your Mom, wrote Opal telling her what Marvel said and Opal wrote back that she wasn’t and that when she did get married it would be with the whole family there and that if there were married they certainly wouldn’t be living apart.  It’s plain to see that Opal plans to go through with her plan to have the baby, put it in a home and adopt it later. But Honey, that should convince you that there is nothing you can do about it because this was Opal’s chance to tell her Mom that she was married. So you better leave well enough alone. Are you sure about Opal being pregnant ?

Well Sweets, we’re going on to Dick’s for dinner, so I better go. I will write again tomorrow.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS Johnny says “Hi”

9 AM Wednesday, September 29, 1942   

Hello Darlin’:     Well here I am again. I hope you are fine and also miss me as much as I miss you. I saw the big dipper last night and the moon was out too. I wish you were here to see them with me instead of just thoughts and memories.

But they are the most wonderful thoughts and memories in the world there. There isn’t any news except that I didn’t get a letter yesterday or this morning.

I was kind of sick last night. I worked in the double bottom and I guess I got some galvanized down my throat and lungs. I took a steam bath and a hot shower before I went to bed.  I feel pretty good now. Today is a cloudy one today so far. Yesterday it was swell but quite windy. I was out to the beach when I wrote the last letter. I am getting a nice even slow tan. By the way, you told me you would tell me your bowling score and then you backed out.  I’ll tell you whether they are bad or worse.  I’m going bowling tonight, I think. This morning I’m going down to see “Wake Island”.  I wish you would go with me so I could clasp your hand in mine. After the show if you go with me, I won’t go to work. We will have dinner and then dance a while. After we dance, we will drive up to our hill and talk a little and xoooxoxxooxooxoxoxxooxxooxxoo.  Do you get what it means?

Sometimes I realize I know for sure that I can’t stand this much longer. At least until Christmas I will try to hold out. I love you and miss you so much, I am sorry to make this so short.

PS Write soon

Love and xxxxxxxx’s Harlan

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Thursday 1:30 AM September 30, 1942

Hello Darlin’:

Well here I am again. Where are you? I didn’t get a letter Tuesday or Wednesday. The one I got Monday.  Were all sent out last week? I hope I get one in the morning and I also hope nothing is wrong. If there is, please let me know. I’m going up to Sacramento on Sunday. I’m going to take the bus. It only cost me $3.75 round-trip. The following Sunday or the one after that I will see if Opal will take the bus here to see me.

Darlin’, it is awfully hard for me when I don’t get any letters from you. You know how it was when I was giving settled here and I had a hard time writing. I would rather have one letter a day than six  letters one day and none for a couple of days. There’s must be some explanation because I know you wouldn’t do it on purpose.

Have my letters been reaching you all right? Please let me know. I love you very much Janie, more than anything on earth. The main reason I’m out here is to earn some money so that we can be married, and I can afford to give you the kind of life you deserve. I’ve been true and as faithful as anyone could possibly be. A lot of fellows here at the boarding house have been fired because they laid off work too many days. They would go out on an all-night drunk and then sleep most the day. They have asked me to go out with them a great many times, but I refused as I know I should. I am kind of tired, so I think I had better close. I will finish in the morning. I love you.

Good night Darlin’,  Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  Harlan

I will answer the letter I get in the morning too. (I hope!)

Good morning Darlin’.  Well here I am again. I have no news that I didn’t say last night except that I can’t answer the that letter I was supposed to get this morning, because I didn’t get one. It isn’t human, that’s what it isn’t. I hope I get one when I get home from work. Someday I’m liable to get mad and go up and send you some train tickets or money and just tell you to come out. If I had a little more gumption. I probably would.

The sun is out again today so I think I will go out to the beach and lay in the sun again. I went to a show yesterday morning I saw “Wake Island” and “Priorities on Parade. ”  They were both very good.

Well I better close for I am running out of words. I love you very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s Harlan

Sunday September 20 through September 26, 1942

20th September 1942 11:00

Hi.  This is only a note Sweets, because I am very tired and must get to bed. I only have six hours of sleep as it is. Honey, after I talked to you, I went over to Trinkies and Barbies and they raved about my sweater and then we went over to Bill’s Steakhouse and honestly everyone turned around and downright stared at this sweater. I have never seen one like it in Des Moines before.

Boy, I sure do recall old times now, all the old programs are on and every time I touch the radio, I get a program we used to listen to together. Tonight it was “Mr. Anthony” and others. Honey, how can we stand it? Every phone call makes it worse, yet if I didn’t talk once in a while, I would go crazy. After I left your Mom’s, I cried because I missed you so. I don’t know how I held out until I left but I just couldn’t let them see me break down.  I’m sorry Darlin’ but I couldn’t help it. I keep your picture in front of me constantly no matter where I am in the house.  I’m sorry but I must go now, will write of real letter tomorrow.

I Love you Harlan

“Your” (and only your) Darlin’ Janie

I miss you terribly and I wish you would come home, but don’t you dare until Christmas.

Mr. Anthony’s program is probably best remembered for its opening line, “Mr. Anthony, I have a problem.”  He enthralled 20 million radio listeners each week with his speedy solutions to marital problems, on the “Good Will Hour”.  His advice program was on the air from the early 1930’s— it went nationwide in 1935— until 1953.

5 PM September 20, 42

Hi Honey:

Here I am.  How are you? I hope I find you both well and happy.   Again there isn’t any news. Have you heard from Opal? Don’t write Max on my say so.

The weather is swell now, nice and warm, you know Indian summer.  I’m riding with Don Linger now, to and from work I mean. They want me to go to a show with them some night, but I’m not very enthused about the whole thing.

You ask if I would just throw you a kiss if you were here for the night.  Well Honey, the way I feel now I would probably crawl right in beside you and refuse to budge. 

Harlan remember that trip we took the week before you left, and the truck that pulled that big scraper? Well they’re making a four-lane highway out to the plant and every morning I see about four of those big things being pulled by tractors, clearing the ground and I think of the fun we had and how I read the stories out of the True Story magazine.  And the brakes got real hot and stuck and we pulled into that small town and had it fixed.  Gee we had fun, remember?

What are you planning on doing Sunday? It’s very important that I know if you are going to be home

Sunday evening, so please reply immediately

My bowling score was 92, 135 and 132.  How’s that? We girls were going to go tonight but the alleys are all full of league,  so we are going to a show instead. Tomorrow is my day off and I’m going to sleep until noon. Well Sweets, I better close as I have to eat my supper. I miss you terribly and wished you were home. 

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS I will write you again tomorrow

Honey, it is now 9:45 and I didn’t go out with the girls because I feel so tired and I rotten from a cold I have. I am sitting here listening to “Kay Kyser” and I was thinking how if times were normal, we would be  in Herman now, maybe over to Union Park, listening to Kay, smooching, smoking cigarettes and talking.  We would be together, me curled up in your arms, being loved by the boy I love. Oh Honey, I miss you so and downright miss wish you would come home and go back to your $30 a week job because even though we didn’t have all the money in the world, but we had each other.  Now we both have money, but we don’t have each other, and I would rather have you than money any day.

I better go before I get to feeling too sorry for ourselves.

“Your” Darlin’ Janie  Good Night Honey 

September 21st, 1942 Monday 5 PM

Hi Honey:

Well here it is another week, and every week brings me closer to you and Christmas, which makes me happy. Your letter of the 18th was waiting for me when I got home tonight. It sure seems funny to be coming home in the daylight and having the evening. Personally, I wish I was back on the other shift because now when the evening rolls around I will be terribly lonesome and kind of lost. Last night while over to your Mother’s, we sat in the library waiting for you to call and there is a fireplace there and a radio right next to it and I thought if you were here, we would both have been down on the floor listening to the radio and looking at the fire with all the lights out. I don’t know but it seems no matter where I go there is always something or someone to remind me of you. Not that I mind it Honey, but every place I turn we have been there together or did this before or saw that the last time we were together or that place was popular last year when Harlan was home and etc.

But enough of that. I can’t get over how grand your picture is. I love the picture and the boy. Harlan, I miss you so, I can’t keep you out of my mind.  I have to tell someone, and I guess it will have to be you because you’re the reason for it all. Sometimes at work I think, if only I can save enough to get out there  and see you I will be satisfied, and then I think I will only be a hindrance and a bother to him and I know it is impossible for me to come out and other times I wish you had never gone out there, regardless of all the sightseeing, experiences, good job and money.  And Harlan, I want you to reserve the library in your Mom’s house for Christmas, so we can spend lots of time in there.  You tell your Mom, will you? O.K? O.K? I know you will be as crazy about that fireplace as I am. It’s just suited for you and me.

I also received a letter from Donna today saying she was going to stay in Chicago for a while as she has a job, a good one, I guess.

Honey, please be careful while you are at work. Do you still like it as well as you did when you started?

Well Sweets, I better close as I’m going downtown with Momie. I have not had a date with the boy and don’t intend to. I will write again tomorrow night.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

PS I hope this letter wasn’t too mushy

Top of Janie’s letter. The Pin was still attached,

10:00 AM Sept 23, 1942

With this pin comes my heart also please be careful with it darling. It is not much but it is what it stands for the accounts.

Hello Darlin’:

I am so sorry for not writing last night as I usually do, but I was very tired and disgusted and downhearted. I received one letter yesterday morning and one this morning so I will try to answer both of them. I am glad you like the sweater and picture. Let me know if you get the bracelet fix so you can wear it. I am going to have to miss all the nightly programs we used to listen to.  I don’t mind it too much because beings you’re not here to listen to them with me, they won’t sound very good anyway. I hope you like the day shift better than you think you will. I know how I would feel too,  to have that the evenings off and no Janie to go over to see. I wish I knew what I know now about six months ago. Don’t you? I saw the fireplace and I have had the same idea as you have for a long time. When we get married, we’re going to have one in our home. That’s a promise. What you say about everything reminding you of me is sort of why I don’t like it out here. We used to do things together and for the first time I feel awful funny doing anything. I always think why can’t Janie be out here with me doing this, she has every right in the world. I shouldn’t or don’t want to or am afraid to do them because I feel I should have you with me. I am glad I feel that that way though because I love you so. I love the quaint little way you tell me you miss me and love me. Don’t ever think you would be a hindrance to me anywhere. If you feel you would like to come out, you let me know any time.

Darling you asked me if I like the work as well as I did when I started. To be perfectly frank, No!!?  When I first started, I had a simple job. But now that my welding is getting pretty good (not being conceited but I have a lot of practice and I can tell it’s a lot better than it was when I started) I have been getting some pretty tough jobs. I used to feel that I wasn’t doing as much as I could for my country. Most people don’t quite realize what ship welding is like.  Sometimes you get put in a hole that would cramp a fly.  Sometimes you get welding where you have to stand on your head or hang by your knees. Lots of times you have to weld by using a mirror because you can’t see what you’re welding. I am not complaining or kicking a bit because I am making good money and am getting the best welding experience in the world.  I will say this though, I would like it a lot better if I had you by my side with me.  I had my right hand burned again last night. I think some poison got into it and started something like a boil.  It is swollen up quite a bit, I am sending some more pictures and my welding pin.  I just got it yesterday, we are supposed to get a new one. When I do, I will send it to you.

I love you and miss you more every day

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s    Harlan

Sept 23, 1942 Wed. 11:30

Hello Honey:

I just received your letter telling me of Opal.  Harlan, this is the hardest letter I have ever written because there are so many things and people to take into consideration and the most important person is your Mother.  You know as well as I do that Opal has been first with her.  She loves you very dearly, but your Mom lives for Opal, which is natural to a certain extent, because Opal is the girl,   Harlan, Opal is carrying a baby, a life, something every girl looks forward to all her life.  I don’t know whether Opal has given it much thought, but she is a girl and must inherit some of those precious female instincts.  And she must have good care.  Then last, but not least, comes us, because although you may sometimes think I am trying to stall off our wedding date, you know the reason why and I really want it to stay as we are able and if you get involved to deeply in this, it may make the date further away yet.  I was both terribly shocked and surprised when I read your letter and have done some considerable thinking before I wrote this.

In my opinion, there is one of two things to do.  The plan they have now may work out O.K.  That is, if Opal can keep working for a while and save every penny and, if Max does get his commission in January and will come out and take care of her as he should.  In the meantime, however, it is Max’s place to see to it, that Opal has enough money so that she can have the proper doctor care.  After all Harlan, there is quite a bit about having a baby.  But there is a definite draw back to that plan.  If they don’t tell their parents now, it will have to be told someday and when it does, if they think they have trouble now, they will think a lot different then.  It also costs money to have the baby, put it in a home and then take it out again.

The other one is – Harlan as far as the law goes, you and Max are brothers and I think you should write Max man to man and tell him you know about the baby and it’s his duty as Opal’s husband and as the father of the baby to come out in the clear with everything, quit school and come out.  Thus, go to work and support his wife and child.  If he is half the man I thought he was, he will do this.  But if he feels he doesn’t want to leave school when he is so close to the end then he should tell his folks everything and then they should see to it Opal is taken care of.  And I also think Opal should tell her Mom because as you said, it will hurt her now, but it would hurt her a lot more to find out later and to know that then when it all was happening she didn’t know.  Honey, Max and Opal have made a mistake and now they must pay for it and if they get away with it now, they will have to pay someday, and it will be a lot worse later.  After all, Opal is 19 and Max is 20.  They are both old enough to take care of themselves and they are married and that makes things a little better.  And about Marilyn and Opal being together, Harlan you all knew about Marilyn before you left home and still Opal ran around with her, so I can’t agree with you on being sorry and afraid for Opal because of Marilyn.  Opal has a mind of her own and she knew Marilyn better than any of us.

I feel sorry for Opal Honey, I really do, but it isn’t your place to take care of her. You have your own future to take care of.  If she doesn’t want to tell your Mom, then it’s up to you.  I know I never will.  If you want to send Opal money to come to Frisco for a talk, its O.K. But I wouldn’t tell her that you told me about it or that you may write to Max.  Find out what she intends to do, then do what you think is best.

What do you mean, Max will get a commission?  What will he be when he is through school?  And when?  Max’s folks are far more able to take care of Opal than you and Honey please don’t think me to bossy, but I don’t think you’ll ever get and thanks for whatever you do.

I’ve said about all I can say.  They are just like lots of other couples.  They have made a mistake and its up to them to straighten things out.  I’m sorry that it happened but there isn’t much anyone can do about it except Opal and Max.  However, please tell me what you plan to do about having Opal up and anything that happens.

Honey, this is the mess we would have been in if you weren’t the most wonderful fellow in the world.  I love you Harlan and always will.

“Your” Darlin’ Janie

Harlan this is solely my opinion but its up to you to do what you think is best.  Please be careful.

PS You better burn this letter.  And if you write Max, you better send it to his school rather than his home.

September 24, 1942 Thursday

Hi Honey:

Well here I am again and hope it will find you well and happy. Aunt Nana is here, and Chuck, Mary Jane, Dick, Rosie and Dickie Jr. are here too. And as they are deeply involved in conversation, I thought now was my chance to write you. I’m sitting in my room at my desk with your picture directly in front of me, and that’s the last thing I see at night before I go to bed and the first thing I see in the morning at, 5:30 at that. Harlan, I miss you terribly tonight, as I always do but tonight is worse because the whole family is here and always before you were among us.  Remember we used to sit around for a while, then we would make the excuse that we wanted a coke or that we are that you had to see someone about something and we would leave so as I could have a cigarette and then maybe we would smooch a while and returned just as everyone was leaving. Oh gee Honey, I if only you were here, instead of your picture. Sometimes I think I can’t stand it another day and then I realized that you are probably going to the same thing and it is probably a whole lot worse for you because as you say you know no one out there.

Harlan, please don’t worry yourself too much over Opal.  She is a young and healthy girl and I’m sure everything will turn out okay. It usually does for her and just think, you will be an uncle. Oh Honey, why do things like that happen to happen? There isn’t much news, Donna has a job in Chicago thus won’t be home for I don’t know how long. Personally I think it will do her all a lot of good.

I’m sorry my letters are so short, but I have nothing to write about. The folks are all just fine and Honey we have a hard a frost already.  This morning when I went to work it was only 28° above zero and it was only 24° out at the plant. That’s really cold for this time of year.  Tonight it was 30, a little bit better.

Well Sweets, I better go now.  I think of you night and day and miss you more and more and more. I will write you tomorrow.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxx’s  “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Be sure to let me know about the ring.  I want to send it so bad. I’m sure you will be crazy about it.

September 25, 1942

Hi Honey:

Well Sweets, I didn’t get a letter today or last Monday but please, I hope will get one tomorrow one night?

Well you’ll never guess what it is doing outdoors at this very minute. It’s snowing very hard to. The ground is all white and everything. It’s snowing just like it did last Christmas, remember that storm, you should! Remember, you stayed all night.  Well anyway, the snow was coming down just.  That night you stayed all night.  Remember, after you got all ready for bed and you came in and knocked on the door and Momie was in the room with me and you didn’t know it?  So I said I would come in and later I came to your door and threw you a kiss and said good night. Those thoughts and memories are happy ones, aren’t they Honey.

There isn’t much news to speak of.  Nana and Mary Jane both asked me to send you their love and best wishes and hope you are getting along okay. I simply can’t get over this snow on 25 September.

I didn’t do much at work today we shut down at noon (our wing I mean not the whole plant) because of the shortage of cases. So I’m not very tired tonight.

After dinner the whole family and Nana are going down and bowl a few games. I will let you know how I do. I doubt if I am very good because I haven’t been for over a month. Have you been lately?

Well Sweets, I better close as the there is nothing more to say. Will write again tomorrow night to my honey whom I am waiting for patiently and faithfully.

All my love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxx’s “Your” Darlin’ Janie

Saturday 10 AM September 26, 1942

Hello Darling:

This is the way your letters came this week. Monday no letter, Tuesday two letters, Wednesday no letter,  Thursday one letter, the one with the picture. Friday and Saturday no letter.  There will probably be one tonight when I get home. I guess these change in hours have kind of messed things up this week.

My hand is just swell now. The swelling is all gone, and the soreness is just about gone. I didn’t write yesterday because I couldn’t. My hand was bothering me quite a bit. Darlin’ the pictures are absolutely perfect.  If I get a few more like these I am liable to pack up and come home. I look at them about 100 times a day.  That is a swell looking coat. I have my eye on one, something like it downtown. I’m going to get it as soon as winter comes. I never get tired of how many pictures of you I get in your work clothes.  The sweater looks swell on you. I had my arms around it when I bought it, just pretending you were in it. That picture of you in the swing was sure swell. It couldn’t be any better. It is beautiful. I think you are getting more beautiful every day. I was a sucker not to tell you things about yourself that I should have when I was at home. I sure must’ve been a dummy. You just wait till Christmas. You’ll never know me. If you think you were sure of me then, I wonder what you will think when I get home. I don’t think it is a bad thing to be sure of someone, do you? Send me all of the pictures you can. I’m going to get a picture album and put all of yours in front and mine in the back pages. That picture of you in the swinging sure brings back memories. I wish we could start back at the library again and know what we know now. I take that back. It would kill me to have to wait four and half years until we could be married. If you really want to send me our ring, I would be glad to have it. Deep down inside of me I’ve always known what that ring meant but was a little afraid to think too much about it.

Thanks a lot for your answer to what I asked. I think you are very wise about such matters. I have also had a lot of time to think, but all I can think about is you. You are my idea of perfect from every new viewpoint – love, beauty, sincerity, figure, truthfulness and everything that could possibly be in one person. I love you so much.  I don’t or rather didn’t think it was even possible for anyone to love another person as much as I love you. That is not so odd but what kind of gets me is that my love for you keeps growing day by day. I can feel it. But to put it short and simply, I love you darlin’ very much.

Love and xxxxxxxxxx’s   Harlan

Sept 26, 1942

Hi Honey:

I just got home, had my bath and cleaned up, so now will write my /honey a letter.  Gosh, I’m sure sorry about your hand.  Now, do what the doctor says and take care of it please.  Honey, I hate to hear of you being hurt.

Well Sweets, yesterday I got paid $27.04, how’s that? I wasn’t able to put any in the bank this week however, because today is Chuck’s birthday and Thursday (next) is Daddy’s, so that sort of set me back, and I had to buy safety shoes at $3.95 a pair.  But next week $15.00 goes in!  I also have $10.00 on a bond. 

Gee there isn’t any news and I don’t want to close yet.

Sooo— I just called our Mom back (she called while I was in the tub).  She said she had heard from Opal saying you kids had a swell time Sunday.  I’m glad.  Harlan, I feel so funny now when talking to your Mom, knowing about Opal ad her not knowing.  Kind of like I was playing dirty against her.  Have you decided what to do about having her up?  By the way, you haven’t said anything about my letter concerning Opal.  Didn’t you like it or what?

Its terrible cold down here, about 24 degrees above zero.  The snow is gone, however.  Do you know that this is the first tie in history of the Weather Bureau board that it has ever snowed on the 25th of September?  The earliest it has ever snowed before is October 14th.  Now isn’t that sompin!  We Iowans do it up right!

All the folks send their love and Momie says to take care of that hand.

I better go now. Honey remember, when you are lonesome, I am lonesome too.  I love you Harlan.

“Your” Darlin’ Janie